[TexasSmoke]

I think youre words are very powerful and I can completely relate. About 5 or 6 years ago I was diagnosed as bipolar- and like you they gave me a million and one different pills from anti-psychotics to anti depressants. They all made me feel worse, or like a zombie or just plain messed up in the head. Ive been smoking for 8 or 9 years and no drug compares to the relief I get from smoking weed. Although I live in Texas (will be moving soon though to Cali) and cant get a mmj license here, the benefits that can be had from mmj by psychiatric patients is phenomenal. In my opinion if psychiatrists were really out to help us you would think that they would throw out their failed old beliefs and acknowledge the fact that mmj can numb and get rid of pain and suffering.