[chika]

i have severe pain in my pelvic region, been to doctors since it began 9 years ago, they thought it to be endometreosis, however after a laprascopic and hysteroscopic surgery they found nothing to back up that theory. i have been to tons of dr's and taken all sorts of meds ranging from many different types of birth control pills, iud, anti-inflamitories, darv*cet, perk*set, am tired of going to hospitals, ers, drs, and getting shots of dem*rol, and taking all this bologna that doesnt touch the pain. have no answers as to what could even be wrong, but i know the ONLY thing that can take the unbearable pain i go through every month away is smoking mj. i am so discusted with everyone that wants to tell me it is a drug i am an addict... when i know that if they put theirself in my shoes they would be smokin it up as well. i am now being told i can no longer smoke it because my husband is a marine and it risks his career. i can not deal with the pain and i dont know what to do. i just need to smoke to be somewhat ok, and other than that nothing so far i have tried works. nothing. so i suppose i just keep going to drs and getting violated until when and if they ever find out the cause of my intense pain and fix it. so for those of you who can legally smoke it up for your pain, i envy you, please dont take it for granted...