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Old 06-12-2009, 09:46 AM   #7
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Re: Ptsd?

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Originally Posted by Spec420 View Post
medicinally lobotomizing drugs

you got that right!!





personally, i suffer from chronic major depression, social and generalized anxiety disorder (with panic), obsessive-compulsive disorder, post-traumatic stress disorder, and a few others that aren't as everyday life-stressing. i have been in and out of psychiatrists' offices since i was 8 years old. i have been institutionalized at least 10 times since 1994, and i have been medicated (on and off) since then. i have been on many MANY anti-depressants, anti-psychotics, and barbituates. every time i get prescribed something, it just seems to make me feel worse, and i give up on it.

the only thing that keeps me "normal" is cannabis. even then, not having a med-card, its hard to find what i need, and then i have added paranoia of getting caught.


i like to feel purified, not zombified.





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