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Originally Posted by plumpy420
Glaucoma/AION is one of the most painful things I have encountered. It started four years ago while I was asleep. I woke up about three in the morning,with a searing pain in my right eye. Didn't know what it was,but I couldn't see out of my right eye.
The next morning I called my work and told them I wouldn't be in that day. Called an eye doctor and was able to see him that morning. At first he didn't know what it was. Happened to have an eye specialist in his office that morning. This doctor said he had never seen it in a person of my age.
After 10 doctors ,3 specialist for a total of 13 doctors. It took the Mayo clinic in Jacksonville,Fla to say what it is. This was only last year. I have been dealing with chronic pain for over three years and still no help. I do take eye drops,but only when I can afford a bottle that is about the size of a pen top. The drops cost $210.00 a bottle with no insurance.
I am medically retired at 39 and still have no insurance. SSI disablity insurance only starts two years after you put in for it. So there is no help. I can't even get help from my local DSS office for insurance.
Fact of the matter is,even though you think there is help out there ...it is a lie. I go blinder everyday. You have no idea the thoughts that go through ones mind. Knowing that soon your lights will go out forever. If it wasn't for my loving wife of 13 years. I wouldn't be here today if not for her and smoking weed for the pain.
I smoke everyday,sometimes six or more a day. Are home is dark because the light hurts my eyes. I can't go out much anymore. Only at night after smoking the hell out of the bong can my eyes rest. There is hope....Family has gotten me this far.
Plumpy420
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My wife of 6 years couldnt handle my R.S.D. and all the drugs that i have had to take in the last 3 years. 75 % didnt do any thing but make me mean. All most all the meds i take mess with my brain chemistry. Meth**one and all the antidepressants that I dont need. I'm in Pain 24/7 Not crazy.
Any way Be thank full for Family thats my point.