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Join Date: Jul 2009
Location: Hawaii
Posts: 1,100
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Hello to all!
![]() I was reading all your comments about how things were/are for you at what ever you're doing and thought back on my life and the effects of drug testing had on my life. I smoked my first J in 1960. Went into the Air force and went to Vietnam for two tours. There everyone was high and no drug testing. They just wanted live bodys. After that I did a little of everything. Sold massive slot car tracks, managed a Thrifty Drug in Cali. Then I when back to school and lived in a one bedroom place in a junkyard. That was the hippie days and life was wonderful. My main thought was "How can I live like this forever?" I went into the Army with the thought in mind to retire and move to Hawaii. I smoked the whole time in the Army somehow avoided getting tested. I did live in fear that it would happen. I finally stopped token' when I got promoted high enough to have a good retirement. Then I had cancer and they retired me. That is when I moved to Hawaii. My dream had come true. I fooled around for a while and got interested in computers (second real love of my life). Went back to school, worked in the field for year or two and then started teaching at a local university. When my body just wouldn't let me do that anymore I retired again. I thought that between the two retirements I would do OK. Not! I now live check to check. The point is, even though I was never tested, it was always on my mind, a threat to everything I loved and my way of life. It is time for this kind of shit to stop. The effect of being tested at any time changed the way I thought. I started hiding from ever body (who can I trust?). Found one dealer who charges me outragous prices and lived with it. When I heard of mmj I was so happy I wanted cry. Do to the constant threat I literally stopped living my life like I wanted to. Some of you will no doubt think I was an idiot for not being braver, but that's what happen to me and my mind. 420 has given me a whole new outlook on life as I know it. Thank you all.
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Join Date: Aug 2009
Location: the (703)
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