Cant tell u how many times this has happened to me and my buddies...all u gotta do is just buy a lil bowl to blaze out of..till u save up for a phat bong hahaha
motivation has a point i noticed that on my last grow also...but your leaves are looking alot better than before..might wanna get a co2 setup might help bring in some fatter buds and faster growth...
Just go with the red for the first part of you grow i tried it out with my buddies..works like a charm blue after bout 5-6 weeks
then def the hps for flowering
usually if u just walk around or your outside for a good 30 minutes after smoking you'll be fine for talking to someone...but make sure to go inside and wash ur face and hands
ps the water feels super dank