I was clean and sober for 21 years then POOF... It all went up in smoke. I laughed my ass off. My daughter said "do you know why you stoped now." That just made me laugh harder. I couldn't breath but managed to say "No, but i remember why I started now." That was almost 2 yrs ago. It is difficult being an alcohol drug counselor and choosing to imbibe. I've got Hep C, rhuemetoid arthritis, Stage II renal failure and a host of other ailments that seem to allow me to rationalize smoking vs starting on a narcotic..... But, it makes me cough....
Nothin' wrong with going back to it, you deserve it.
If you cough easily like I do, just take small hits.You can get just as high with a couple of extra little ones, as you can by taking huge ones and holding them in.
If you don't cough it up, you could drowned
Makes my sinuses drain which in turn makes me cough.
I cough on everything but My own
Don't matter if it's vapor or bong smoke.
Smaller hits do help