Hi There DL-toker
so glad people are still reading this thread. I have a few different strains that i am growing since I am still trying to figure out what works the best. I bought some White Widow from the collective I belong to, tried it, and nope not for me. Took 4 hits off my pipe of that and it incapcitated me for about 3 hours. So, I gave that to a friend of mine that likes that and he gave me a lemon skunk. It's okay. My favorite right now is blue dream. It is a cross, but give just enough to relax me but not put me under. And BTW 2 hits are enough for this light weight. I have several kush strains growing, jack herer, tnt, veneno, and blue dream. But I do keep my ativan handy as well. Funny how employers will accept that ( which has many side fx for me) but not the mmj that works.
I'll keep checking back and letting everyone know whats working for me.
I have some Blue Dream that I tried just yesterday. I, too, suffer from panic/dissociate disorders. In my extremely limited experience with Blue Dream, I am on the fence. One of the first things I said to my partner was, "I don't even think it's possible to feel anxiety with this stuff", but about ten minutes later, I realized that I pretty much didn't feel any emotion. This can be great for people who need that, but it doesn't suit me very well. Just goes to prove that people with very similar conditions can have totally opposite effects on them.
I'm still trying to figure out what is ideal for me. I'm glad the BD is working well for you!