ChezNoff
New Member
This actually started happening to me. I would be fine then start smoking at a friends house and then I would just feel...I don't quite know how to explain it, but I guess how you explained it as feeling "dull" would fit pretty well. I'll just be sitting there and people will be asking me stuff like "you alright?" or "whats wrong" and I'd just reply with "I'm fine"
Sometimes I get stoned and instead of feeling goofy and happy I end up feeling like I can think straight for once and I start to analyze my life and I start to realize that life just isn't what I had once expected it to be. No job, no girlfriend, only a few friends that aren't even that close anymore.
I don't really know what to make of it, for me its not over-smoking as smoking has become more of a social thing than an every day thing. I actually haven't smoked in about 1 1/2 months. Trying to stay clean so I can get a job, but when I wake up in the mornings I'm always so depressed that I cant seem to find the energy to go out and look. Is it possible that maybe you have some sort of problem that your facing thats so important to you that when you get stoned you just focus on that one problem instead of having a good time?
Sometimes I get stoned and instead of feeling goofy and happy I end up feeling like I can think straight for once and I start to analyze my life and I start to realize that life just isn't what I had once expected it to be. No job, no girlfriend, only a few friends that aren't even that close anymore.
I don't really know what to make of it, for me its not over-smoking as smoking has become more of a social thing than an every day thing. I actually haven't smoked in about 1 1/2 months. Trying to stay clean so I can get a job, but when I wake up in the mornings I'm always so depressed that I cant seem to find the energy to go out and look. Is it possible that maybe you have some sort of problem that your facing thats so important to you that when you get stoned you just focus on that one problem instead of having a good time?