i've been smoking for 35 years, it's always eased stress and nerves. But after Desert Storm and PSTD i tried to cope with these meds the doctor's give you. Trazodone. Hydropamdate pamdate, serquel, and clonazepam. This is a battle for me. i know what helps and doesn't help me. for me this is about just being content. can't work anymore just getting a ssdi check waiting on slow ass Va comp. this all i have left really that get's me out of the bed. i just want everyone to know how serious i am. if i ask something please no games. for some of us it's more than just getting buzz.