P9 Hunts For The Unicorn With Mars SP 250s

Good morning PMan!
How's things today? Any big plans this weekend? Anyhow, just small talk but I'm hoping you have a good weekend really.
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No plans for the day, probably just hangin' around the house watching college ball.

Here's to a better day than yesterday.
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How you doing? All good in the hood?
 
So... I guess a little explanation is in order for the erratic behavior & slurred videos lately.....


I've taken a bit of a beatdown lately with my mental and physical health. I've seen specialist after specialist without any progress.. literally almost a year now without answers.

I've been hitting the bottle a whole lot harder than i should lately & really need to knock it off... This shit isn't healthy.

My apologies to y'all for bringing all my nonsense into these threads. I get a bit overwhelmed easily.... that's where anxiety turns into irritability. That's just not me....

Love y'all and really appreciate ya hangin' here.... You're about the only adult conversation I get anymore...
 
No plans for the day, probably just hangin' around the house watching college ball.

Here's to a better day than yesterday.
:passitleft:


How you doing? All good in the hood?
All good brutha!
My IPTV just loaded up a bunch of college football channels. I don't normally follow college stuff but I hear it's some of the best games out there.

On another note... I know what the bottle can do, and I also know you can't tell someone what to do with the bottle. I hope you find the right path soon P and the battles you have to endure disappear.
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No plans for the day, probably just hangin' around the house watching college ball.

Here's to a better day than yesterday.
:passitleft:


How you doing? All good in the hood?
Yesterday is history!!!! You're writing on a new page today my friend.
Have a fun weekend P!
 
So... I guess a little explanation is in order for the erratic behavior & slurred videos lately.....


I've taken a bit of a beatdown lately with my mental and physical health. I've seen specialist after specialist without any progress.. literally almost a year now without answers.

I've been hitting the bottle a whole lot harder than i should lately & really need to knock it off... This shit isn't healthy.

My apologies to y'all for bringing all my nonsense into these threads. I get a bit overwhelmed easily.... that's where anxiety turns into irritability. That's just not me....

Love y'all and really appreciate ya hangin' here.... You're about the only adult conversation I get anymore...
P9, I hope you get somewhere with the specialist and you find some peace, I know what the bottom of a bottle can do from personal experience, take care of yourself, one day at a time, enjoy those football games, grow some quality weed!

Happy growing!
 
P9, I hope you get somewhere with the specialist and you find some peace, I know what the bottom of a bottle can do from personal experience, take care of yourself, one day at a time, enjoy those football games, grow some quality weed!

Happy growing!
I'm actually going in on Tuesday to start the process over again with new specialists...

Spoke, in depth, with my wife today... we've made a plan to address these issues a bit more aggressively.

I'm drying out... again. Gotta get my head right...

Maybe I should actually post some pics of my plants... lol

Update coming soon...
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I'm actually going in on Tuesday to start the process over again with new specialists...

Spoke, in depth, with my wife today... we've made a plan to address these issues a bit more aggressively.

I'm drying out... again. Gotta get my head right...

Maybe I should actually post some pics of my plants... lol

Update coming soon...
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That's great P9, may that journey go well and that you remain sober and find some strength and stability in mind and body!

:Namaste:

Happy growing!
 
I'm actually going in on Tuesday to start the process over again with new specialists...

Spoke, in depth, with my wife today... we've made a plan to address these issues a bit more aggressively.

I'm drying out... again. Gotta get my head right...

Maybe I should actually post some pics of my plants... lol

Update coming soon...
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[fist:bump]

You got the rock solid support of a good woman - your anchor.

You got healthcare providers gonna catch you if you fall - not just push you to see what happens. Shopping around for a second opinion is a very (insert emotive swear word) intelligent thing to do, man.

It may not feel like it, but that’s huge. It’s hard, yes. But you’re a hellova lot fscking harder. The bottle’s nothing. I’ve seen you standing at the outer circle of hell and laughing in the devil’s face.

You’re alright, P9 and you’ll feel it again you know it.

And yes, FWIW, you got us.
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Update time....

Things are moving a bit slow right now. I'm still waiting on 2 seeds to surface....I'm not hopeful.


The 2 autos seem to be healthy and happy.



On to the photo girls.... lol, can you tell which ones got roasted when I first moved them up? :rofl:











It really does look worse in the pics than in person. LoL they got a bit toasty, but are starting to shoot out healthy new growth again. I think we're through the worst of it.

Not sure what happened with the #2 NL seed, and the #2 Pink Kush seed. Both were open with about 1/4" root when I planted them. Meh..... not overly concerned though.

Hope y'all are enjoying the weekend.
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Update time....

Things are moving a bit slow right now. I'm still waiting on 2 seeds to surface....I'm not hopeful.


The 2 autos seem to be healthy and happy.



On to the photo girls.... lol, can you tell which ones got roasted when I first moved them up? :rofl:











It really does look worse in the pics than in person. LoL they got a bit toasty, but are starting to shoot out healthy new growth again. I think we're through the worst of it.

Not sure what happened with the #2 NL seed, and the #2 Pink Kush seed. Both were open with about 1/4" root when I planted them. Meh..... not overly concerned though.

Hope y'all are enjoying the weekend.
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Hey P
Sorry I missed this no idea how..... I’m here now though and nice update.

I’m positive you will figure things out and get back to your normal self again soon!
Stay strong brother and there’s always the 420 fam for support !!
 
Couple group pics...
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Keep em green homies!
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So.... after waiting a couple days for these last 2 seeds to pop up, I've come to the conclusion, they just crapped out.

No biggie with the Northern Lights; i had 8 more seeds. Dropped another in water today to replace the seed that didn't grow.

The Pink Kush from Barney's was my last of that strain. Only 1 for 3 successful there. So, to replace that one, I dropped an Appleberry fem that was sent by my homie @Master Of None ... Appreciate it homie!

The start of a new group is always nerve-wracking and a bit boring for me. LoL... Things are chugging along at a snail's pace... for now.

-peace out y'all
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Good morning P.

Stupid Pink Kush. Did you go digging for her? A few of my most recent plants wouldn't come up. When I looked they were growing in a corkscrew fashion. They just couldn't find their way out of the soil.
I really like that MON guy. I should bug him today.:thumb: Haven't heard from him in a bit.
 
I've yet to see a single drop fall from my a/c unit... figured it was safe to use the drip tray for other things... lol
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"Multi-purpose" haha! Finally an ashtray that can keep up with me!
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Hope y'all are having a blessed Monday.
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Hey brother P!
Sorry to hear you're going through a difficult time - i feel you're already heading in the right direction opening up about what you're dealing with. It's not good to bottle our emotions up and i feel the only way to improve things is to talk about them so you're winning this battle brother. Keep strong!

Loving the variety of genetics and can't wait to see you grow them all out. :headbanger::morenutes:
Finally an ashtray that can keep up with me!
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Hahaha! :rofl: Good luck fillin' her up! I knew you must've been sneaking them blunts in somewhere! :blunt::passitleft::blunt::passitleft::blunt:
 
Prep work sucks!
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I'm being cheap... We will be re-using all the coco from my last group... hopefully it carries their good juju.
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Stop your whining Preston of I grew Yoru kind Of meds I'd be blessed . Looking good bud. Hope Yous good.:passitleft:
 
Hey Mr. P.

Loving your new grow room! The videos are really nicely done.

Sorry to hear that you are getting the run around and around on the medical front, but hopefully the new team will crack the code of what's ailing you. Hope that you are able to shake it off and feel better - emotionally and physical - real soon.

:)
 
I hope I do a better job of cutting back on the number of plants than you have! :cheesygrinsmiley:

Good luck with the new specialist and take up all the time you need in there. Ask every question you can think of...write them down if you need to. Make them think in new ways because of who you are and what's going on with you.

Congrats on the Appleberry...I'm looking forward to seeing how you do with that before I drop one ;).

:ciao:
 
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