Hello All,
I am a stage 4 colon cancer patient, female, with unresectable metastases to liver. I have been struggling with these metastases for 3.5 years, trying to eliminate them and nothing helps. Now it looks like the end game - things are really bad.... MJ is my last hope, but I have never smoked it and do not know much about it. I've read on this forum all what is available about making oil and dosing, but am not clear on many things and need a hand that will walk me thru step by step - I am so confused and helpless right now, I just can't do it myself. This is the first time in my life that I am so desperately asking for help.
I read posts written by Motoco. He is one amazing caring person and I want to connect with him, but do not know how. I looked into Cancer threads and the last one is without response since April 2.... Besides, I could not find any assertive info/feedback from the cancer patients here - did MJ REALLY help, did it cure or prolonged their lives, or was it only helpful with pain? It seems like people post and then disappear... That happens when they are not helped... Any cancer patient that was cured would be more than happy to come back and advocate for it, telling everyone his story....
I am living right now outside of the USA, so I do not have access to dispensaries, labs, etc. I live in the mountains of another country and come to Baltimore, to Johns Hopkins Hospital, where I worked for many years, for my scans.I am not treated much with chemo, I am still functional and not wasted at all, I am on tons of good cancer fighting supplements and I did buy MJ buds in advance to make my own oil when things would be bad... That time came now, unfortunately...
I have 15 ounces of stuff, Colombian origin, smells very nice, people who smoked it said it is mild and gives joy, I have no idea what strain it is, though. Therefore, there is no way for me to find out what the THC and CBD proportions are. It should give about 4grams per ounce in oil, according to the guy who sold it to me. But that same guy stole from me the seeds I ordered from Spain (Juanita Lacrimosa) to try to grow it myself. He said he lost them when I gave them to him to plant... As a result, I bought his stuff - it is green with yellow highlights, I thought it looks like medical MJ should look like (on the pics from Internet), but what the heck do I know about all that....
I am a novice in the MJ field, but not in a medical field. Anecdotal evidence is not a proof for me, but it would be helpful to at least read that sort of testimonies.... Cancer patients need hope, not an empty, but a realistic one. Can someone please direct me to the source of that hope on this forum? Not scientific articles, I am familiar with them, but living evidence? And can someone please connect me with Motoco? I am at the end of my rope, guys... And there is no much time left for me...
Many thanks in advance for any help this community might be able to offer. Hugs, Vilca
I am a stage 4 colon cancer patient, female, with unresectable metastases to liver. I have been struggling with these metastases for 3.5 years, trying to eliminate them and nothing helps. Now it looks like the end game - things are really bad.... MJ is my last hope, but I have never smoked it and do not know much about it. I've read on this forum all what is available about making oil and dosing, but am not clear on many things and need a hand that will walk me thru step by step - I am so confused and helpless right now, I just can't do it myself. This is the first time in my life that I am so desperately asking for help.
I read posts written by Motoco. He is one amazing caring person and I want to connect with him, but do not know how. I looked into Cancer threads and the last one is without response since April 2.... Besides, I could not find any assertive info/feedback from the cancer patients here - did MJ REALLY help, did it cure or prolonged their lives, or was it only helpful with pain? It seems like people post and then disappear... That happens when they are not helped... Any cancer patient that was cured would be more than happy to come back and advocate for it, telling everyone his story....
I am living right now outside of the USA, so I do not have access to dispensaries, labs, etc. I live in the mountains of another country and come to Baltimore, to Johns Hopkins Hospital, where I worked for many years, for my scans.I am not treated much with chemo, I am still functional and not wasted at all, I am on tons of good cancer fighting supplements and I did buy MJ buds in advance to make my own oil when things would be bad... That time came now, unfortunately...
I have 15 ounces of stuff, Colombian origin, smells very nice, people who smoked it said it is mild and gives joy, I have no idea what strain it is, though. Therefore, there is no way for me to find out what the THC and CBD proportions are. It should give about 4grams per ounce in oil, according to the guy who sold it to me. But that same guy stole from me the seeds I ordered from Spain (Juanita Lacrimosa) to try to grow it myself. He said he lost them when I gave them to him to plant... As a result, I bought his stuff - it is green with yellow highlights, I thought it looks like medical MJ should look like (on the pics from Internet), but what the heck do I know about all that....
I am a novice in the MJ field, but not in a medical field. Anecdotal evidence is not a proof for me, but it would be helpful to at least read that sort of testimonies.... Cancer patients need hope, not an empty, but a realistic one. Can someone please direct me to the source of that hope on this forum? Not scientific articles, I am familiar with them, but living evidence? And can someone please connect me with Motoco? I am at the end of my rope, guys... And there is no much time left for me...
Many thanks in advance for any help this community might be able to offer. Hugs, Vilca