greenthumbesg
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Hi i have been diagnosed with pre schizophreniophorm disease at age 21 (im 22 now). I have been smoking for 9 years and i am use to having outer body experiences. at first i was not a heavy smoker and i still am not. i find smoking cannabis to be a relaxing hobby as well as growing. i sometimes experience some paranoia after smoking but over all i am able to find pleasure in simple things and past my time a little bit faster. I had a bad trip once after smoking in spain and had a nervous breakdown a week later due to running out of money and living in a homeless shelter for about a week. after returning home (USA) i started experiencing some of the main elements of Schizophrenia hearing voices or in scientific terms audio hallucinations. I have a not so good relationship with my parents and we had an argument. They got me emitted to a psycward. while there they went in my room toke some of my stuff and cut my plants and throw out a couple of high times magazines, bong, grow lights, ex .....
I have not had a nervous break down in a year and still smoking on a daily bases. I love film and want to write my own screenplays and movies one day. I also dream to work for hightimes magazine and start a dispensary in New Jersey or another MMJ state.(since my state doesn't have MMJ). I visited Amsterdam twice for 2 weeks at a time and it changed my life.
I have since then started going to college again and im gonna get my associates in June 2013. I have started growing again hydro DWC, i recently finished a grow Berry Ryder Automatic (ill post photos of it )and i'm now growing 2 bag seeds and a MK Ultra seed.
I want to know if anyone has had any experience with a mental health issue and cannabis. How did cannabis help or not help you. Also any thoughts on strains for people with anxiety and trouble sleeping. thanks Happy Veterans Day
I have not had a nervous break down in a year and still smoking on a daily bases. I love film and want to write my own screenplays and movies one day. I also dream to work for hightimes magazine and start a dispensary in New Jersey or another MMJ state.(since my state doesn't have MMJ). I visited Amsterdam twice for 2 weeks at a time and it changed my life.
I have since then started going to college again and im gonna get my associates in June 2013. I have started growing again hydro DWC, i recently finished a grow Berry Ryder Automatic (ill post photos of it )and i'm now growing 2 bag seeds and a MK Ultra seed.
I want to know if anyone has had any experience with a mental health issue and cannabis. How did cannabis help or not help you. Also any thoughts on strains for people with anxiety and trouble sleeping. thanks Happy Veterans Day