Whats the cost of getting high?

[slntchttrbx]

whats the cost of getting high?
being prepared to say goodbye?
its just some smoke,
law refuses to take a joke.
how does one saw goodbye to all the things that matter?
do they realize its dreams they shatter?
not their fault tho only mine.
have to face it, im doing time.
i do not wanna go.
its my son i do not wanna show.
that i fucked up so bad.
fucked up every thing we had.
i thought i could win.
but its my sin.
i dont wanna face,
that stupid place.
it wasnt murder, rape, or robbery,
but yet they want me to touch misery.
i should not be saying this my own problem to bare.
but i dont know who else to share.
dont want my family to see my mess.
puttin on a mask, wear it like a dress.
hold my head high,
when all i want is to die.
dont wanna rot,
dont wanna be forgot.
dont wanna be remembered,
as some one who surrendered
to the games of judicial.
when its so superficial.

 

[Smokin Moose]

This is very touching and painful. Try not to beat yourself up too much over the problems that face you. Try and think positive as you face the nadir of emotion. It is NOT your fault. You do NOT deserve to be punished.
Try and write a poem of love, hope, the future. Write a poem of all the good things you want to do with your child when all this mess is over.
I survived the horrors of jail in Turkey and know the inportance of hope. You just cannot let your mind defeat your will to survive. Please try. Please keep hoping.

 

[CustomMX6]

Write a poem of all the good things you want to do with your child when all this mess is over.
You just cannot let your mind defeat your will to survive. Please try. Please keep hoping.

what a shitty situation to be in AHHH I fucking hate the government... we'd all be better off without and and killing each other then sitting in jail over smoking herb.