I'm pissed off! Like extremely angry for a while now and I think a good use for this blog is to vent anger. We will see if I make a fool of myself... more than likely. OK where to begin... let's start Saturday. Saturday afternoon I went to mix up my nutes for my hydro tables and ran out of pH up correcting solution. I was kicking myself for not getting some last time I went to mlhs (my local hydro shop), which is two and a half hours away! So instead of using bakeing soda (which I had heard works) until next weekend, I took a half day off work to drive the five hour round trip. The shop closes at six so no other way than to sacrifice half days pay, which is much needed around here. Normally I don't mind driving but I went on the worst driving day this winter. Snow and sleet so thick had to running the wipers nonstop not to mention the other cars and snowplows shooting rocks and muddy road slop at your windshield! People were traveling half the posted speed limit, driving me insane! This in itself had got me in such a bad mood that when I got home and was done unloading the truck, I forgot to lock the F ing thing! Get up to leave for work Tuesday and jumped in the truck. First thing I notice , sunglasses missing. Super nice dragon glasses in mint condition that cost me $120. Second thing I notice, my unsmoked hand rolled Cuban cigar that my mom got for me! Third thing I notice was about $10 in change. There were tracks in the fresh snow and I wanted to blow work off to follow them, find this useless waste of life pare of clown shoes, and rip his head off! And I do mean put him in the ground! I know that I can't miss any more work so I let the the bastard get away. Crazy I know... so I go to work. Now we are extremely short staffed at my job so I have to do the work of three people, which makes it near impossible to get any large job done. I'm constantly running around helping people. This commonly causes me to have to stay late in order to clean up and get ready for the next day. I'll also put in the fact that I am senior staff at my branch, I have been there the longest, and undoubted by anyone I work with, do the most work. I have gotten two "verbal warnings" from some payroll lady at the home office, which I completely ignored because my boss at my branch loves my attitude and we get along swimmingly. So after a extremely busy day I'm called into the office and my boss asked me to sign this "write up" bull shez. I was getting in real trouble for working hard! I refused to sign the thing, lost my temper and called the head boss at home office to let him know just how unpleased I was and ended up with another write up in the process. "One more and your out the door" he says after we are done a yelling match over the telephone. So I find myself in a extremely angry mood constantly and so many times a day I want to just start swinging a sledge hammer until I fall over dead. Just angry! That's my rant for now.