this is probably more about me...

whenever im on youtube (yes, back to the smoking videos) and looking at people smoking, they always have the most ugly and disrespectful commentaries. and when you think about it, this kinda attitude to those who lack, and who doesnt lack something, come on, is actually out there in the real world. people cant be themselves anymore when they let the pressures of their pride and what not take over because they're just too down right afraid of people. and the more you try to adjust to your surrounding and try to explore your cannabis boundaries you just end up getting kicked down by others, even if its imagined or a fact, whether this person there was talking under his breath because he "knows" your high, it goes up to the point where you just get paranoid. now how much of this paranoia is due to the weeds effects and how much is it that this society has to even intrude in your peace of mind in yet another way. i say FUCK YOU! thats right, if u have the balls to say this to someone who your sure and those around you are sure that was bringin you down by disrespect and insults then i highly recommend that you do so. just give them a piece of your mind, shit doesnt need to get physical.

im a prime example what happens to ya when your character or personality is taken over by that of others, like, their thoughts become yours and yours becomes theirs, and this exchange is like epic and sad. you lose control. i dont know man, those people like that, the ones on youtube and shit and the half that made me the wretched man i am today deserve their little piece of karma, if you know what i mean, they need to suffer too.

sadly im not strong enough or confident in my idea anymore to practice what im talking about. im just way too weak and alone and just in my own world. im so fucked up man.

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