Bishnoi
New Member
Fraters and sorors.
Hello.
Im glad to have found this forum, I found it thanks to canuckgal helping me out in another part of the internet. Im here basically because Im rediscovering one of natures most wonderful medicine.
Turning to the late 30s of age and current line of work in the big city I need a stress relief when I come back home to the country. This summer it was so bad that i had a couple of panic attacks. So I turned to official channels such as doctors, massage etc but I usually enjoy treating myself since I know myself pretty good compared to strangers.
So I turned back to meditation, my own kind of mindfulness, nature and the stars
. And cannabis.
The last couple of weeks I have cried so many tears of love, of overwhelming feelings of connecting to nature again. Its good. My writing has accelerated and I have a deeper peace. But also deeper concern, for our mother planet... These aren't new feelings, just they have been dusted of, allowed a voice again. Im not turning neo-hippie on ya!
Sorry for the essay.
Through internet I rediscovered the therapeutic world of canna, in a more sensible way than in my earlier days: micro hits to just treat the symptoms, not get necessarily get high (eat til your not hungry, not til your full). Vaporizers, how wonderful, genius! I can decide to vape away THC if I only want CBD and so on. And then, the natural step after buying from so-so sources, growing is of course the way to go. I want control of what I treat myself with, what blanket a wrap around my sometimes high strung nerves. So here I am, soon ready to grow and hoping to make a journal and hopefully get an advice or two along the way. And hopefully I will be able to return the favor, here at 420.
//Tranquil wishes
Bishnoi
Hello.
Im glad to have found this forum, I found it thanks to canuckgal helping me out in another part of the internet. Im here basically because Im rediscovering one of natures most wonderful medicine.
Turning to the late 30s of age and current line of work in the big city I need a stress relief when I come back home to the country. This summer it was so bad that i had a couple of panic attacks. So I turned to official channels such as doctors, massage etc but I usually enjoy treating myself since I know myself pretty good compared to strangers.
So I turned back to meditation, my own kind of mindfulness, nature and the stars
. And cannabis. The last couple of weeks I have cried so many tears of love, of overwhelming feelings of connecting to nature again. Its good. My writing has accelerated and I have a deeper peace. But also deeper concern, for our mother planet... These aren't new feelings, just they have been dusted of, allowed a voice again. Im not turning neo-hippie on ya!
Sorry for the essay.Through internet I rediscovered the therapeutic world of canna, in a more sensible way than in my earlier days: micro hits to just treat the symptoms, not get necessarily get high (eat til your not hungry, not til your full). Vaporizers, how wonderful, genius! I can decide to vape away THC if I only want CBD and so on. And then, the natural step after buying from so-so sources, growing is of course the way to go. I want control of what I treat myself with, what blanket a wrap around my sometimes high strung nerves. So here I am, soon ready to grow and hoping to make a journal and hopefully get an advice or two along the way. And hopefully I will be able to return the favor, here at 420.
//Tranquil wishes
Bishnoi
