hi everyone glad to meet you.im new here i havnt smoked since back in the eary 70s. im back now because i have some major chronic pain issues.i have died 5 times so far,two heart attacks,four strokes,8th cranial nerve on both sides of the brain are damaged.and i also ended up getting a blood disorder called cepsus.that one killed me twice that time was really scary and rough.i was in a comma for three months and they put no supports on my feet and i ended up with drop foot really bad so my walking is hard to do not to mention my legs are deteriating.they have me on morphine 100mg at 300 pills a month thats 30000 mg amonth,and it is terring my stomsch lining all to pieces. i was wandering if there is a strong enough indica out there that would ease my pain up at all, im also diebetic so i have naropathy really bad on the sides of my legs and feet.the morphine works but the side effects are horrible.i know the medical weed of today say it can help the pain, but i dont know.any thoughts on the proper brand to grow or buy,and any thought on cost im on disability so income is not the best. any help would be greatly appreciated.yeah im a mess ha i just hope somthing out there can help with my problems.would love to get to sleep without hurting all night long.thanks for the help guys,oh yeah i might have a few problems,lol