Can’t lie being at home all the time is challenging. I used to stay out every non sleep second and I was always smiling and full of life. Now I leave the house once a week whatever. At first I was just alone all the time then I researched growing a plant for like 100 hours and took the leap. It’s cool taking care of my son all day but it gets lonely. I’m only writing this morning cause the crying wouldn’t stop and after a nap I’m 4 cups of tequila in at 9 30 and a few bowls so I’m feeling myself (my crying not his) but my old lady head out the door to work. I let my dog on the couch cuz she not there let out a good cry put the baby down for a nap have a glass and a smoke. Go straight to mixing nutes ..... I just finished my box and moved her out the house under a powerful ass light ... some burn n shit I’m learning the new light. But being outside away from the house with her we talk.... idk.. my situation my girl makes way better money than me and someone has to be with our our ten month son.. he loves me I’m blessed... but I miss life and respect these moms so much more.... thank something for my plant .. NMRK
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