Hello, Good Morning, Guten Morgen. yes that right i am back with another addition of this fucked, shitty blog where I get spew the disasters and triumphs of having a fucked brain.
If you ever wondered what its like for a dude with PTSD to walk around. Just wondered what the fuck is coursing through there brain. Just look up the band, I wrestled a Bear Once, or IWABO. choose from the array of songs like, Tastes like Kevin Bacon, Its cold and they're wolves outside, Still Jolly after all these years. Now, a word of caution it is aggressive violent and spastic music. If you have been listening to the dead and the Allman brother's band. Probably not your cup of tea. But if you would like to get a glimpse, of what goes on in a War fighters mind. There you go.
Its like all your senses are magnified. To a point the it is severely overwhelming. Its confusion and chaos. I don't know if the brain does this to mimic what we had during the deployment or what. But once it gets to that fucking point. Get out of the way. From my point of view. Its like a newly captured Liger. Thats right I said Liger ,fuckers. They're fucking magical and real. Google that shit. When they are all disoriented, and finally comes too. With all these trainers yelling and snapping fucking whips at him. And hes all, " I am wild fucking beast of the wilderness mother fuckers. I am going to eat you if you do not go away. Snap, snap, snap, snap, yell, yell, yell. Dude, seriously if you cocks don't back off. I am going to bite your fucking arms off and disembowel you right here. You and all your fuck fuck friends." Thats what happens folks. All that everyday stimuli is magnifiied on a daily fucking basis. Our minds are re wired so to speak. When it comes to shit popping off you either re act or die. So when dudes are fucking around. We're already passed that. Where, " oh i see you wanna fuck around. That's nice. If you keep it up I am gonna crush your fucking skull. Then shit in whats left over. Then put it on your parents porch. Then set if on fire." That happens in all of about 2 seconds.
Yeah, I know we're fucked. That's why we come here to learn how to grow the best dope. For us, our best friends, our battle. ( Battle is the shortened form of battle buddy. A term used when referring to you and your partner. In the military the lowest amount you do work with is a 2 man team. Yes, there are exceptions. But for people not in the know. Battle or battle buddy refers to your close friend.)
Oh, and yesterday I was gonna tell ya about my travels on the ICE train taking mushrooms with 2 of my Battle's. We'll call them by their nick names. Slap and Pee Wee.
Well it was all 3 of us. Swinging dicked hero's of the USA. coming back from Kosovo which was a cake deployment. However they did blow up a grocery store and a statue which we paid a shit ton for to get done. We got back to our units and my battle Pee Wee had a barracks rat of a girlfriend at the time and she got him a bunch a mushrooms for him, slap, and myself. As kind of a welcome home present.
The girl I was dating at the time had tickets to the Nuremburg Ring for the races. Not only tickets but pits passes. Not only that, but also had a Maserati for us to go there with. Right now your all saying, I'm full of fucking shit. But boys I can point her out to ya and ya can go ask her at how stupid I was. But were trying to be cool here.
So on to the story, we get our shrooms and Pee Wee wants to go to Munich to Kunst park. Where they have a bunch of bands play and clubs, and DJ's. Its a pretty happening place.
So we get our tickets, we have one transfer. Its in like Amberg or some other shitty rail station. We chose to take them then. Because we figured, ahh they'll hit us as soon as we get there and well be tripping balls by time we hit the club and have fun. We're gonna get fucked up tonight..... wooooo hooooo!"
Yeah, they hit us in like 10 minutes. and we were tripping our face off when we were on the train. This fuck, Pee Wee starts talking Halaucost on the fucking train man while Slap And I are tripping balls. On a German express train to Munich. This covers so many levels of fucked. I cannot describe to you as to how fucked this all was. I am chuckling writing it down on the key board. So were on the top part of the train in the back of the car whispering very loudly. Most Germans can speak English. If they act like the don't. They're being rude fucking douches to you. So we have colorful managerie of token German people on this level of the train. Mostly all taking glances back at the 3 sick fucks tripping on mushrooms. From what i can guess and remember vaguely. They were looks of utter disgust and hopes that they could start the Reichstagg again.
But hey, we were extended in Kosovo because they started the war in Iraq and we knew we had to get fucked and make memories, because These maybe the last few months of our lives. So we went balls to the wall! Fuck it no stop. Although due to frequency of piss tests, no dope or hash. So this night was gonna be an adventure and a great memory.
So were freaking out and Pee Wee is talking shit about Nazi's and how this is really a cattle car and were all gonna get gassed. Yes, he was a dick and always had to push it. Push it right to the fucking edge, all the time. So were fucked, the people we meet know were fucked and they kind lead us around like a 3 bulls. They keep us away from the china shop. We ended getting crazy for a few hours and in a few clubs. but as the night wandered down. We were shitty. Sweaty, drunk, sad pieces of shit. Sitting in the corner of the club. Wondering why the lowliest of women wouldnt even approach us in this despicable state. It was fucking awesome. I slept all day. They woke up and went out. Slap can back an informed me he won 25k Euro on a machine but lost it. Because he wanted to see how far he could take it. I flipped and berrated him all the way home. The entire 2 hours.
So now that's done. A couple of questions though. How is it my wife can get crafting beads all the way from the great wall of fucking China. but i am unable to get seeds from Canada in the same fucking time frame. Up your game boys. Holy shnikes!!!! Maybe I am antsy because I know its coming. The fact its not an auto grow. So I will have to wait even longer to get my medicine. Holy shit. But I did send away from the Great leaders Mao's L.E.D.'s. relax people its just a joke about communism. I think it is the stupidest system of government ever created. So fuck you Lenin, Stalin,and who ever else thought of this shit.
All I got to say is 'Merica fuck yeah ! Freedom Freedom Freedom..... Liberty Liberty Liberty. If you aint livin your life that way. Your wrong son. Wrong as 2 people fucking in a church. Freedom dosn't mean you limit the right of anyone. Freedom means that each man has the choice, to have a fruitful life and the pursuit of happiness. You are entitled to the pursuit of your own happiness. the founding Fathers as smart as them mother fuckers were. Knew that each person should have the freedom to pursue their dreams as they see fit. The government has should have right to my pursuit. Unless I am endangering other on my venture. or limiting their liberty or life. So remember my little Loathers, We hired these fucks. They work for us. If the fuck that's the incombant in your district has a track record of a opposing views. He is not working your best interest and You and other like minded individuals should find a candidate that speaks for you. Remember THIS NOVEMBER IS THE SENATE AND HOUSE ELECTIONS. CONGRESSIONAL ELECTIONS ARE IN NOVEMBER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So right now, look up the people who are already in( the incumbant). See how he voted, look at their track record. See how much they we were working. See if they voted for freedom, liberty, and the constitution. If they didnt and voted in favor of things like the NDAA and other police state bull shit. Then can their asses. Because fuck them!!!!
Peace, Love, And chicken Grease, Mother fuckers!
If you ever wondered what its like for a dude with PTSD to walk around. Just wondered what the fuck is coursing through there brain. Just look up the band, I wrestled a Bear Once, or IWABO. choose from the array of songs like, Tastes like Kevin Bacon, Its cold and they're wolves outside, Still Jolly after all these years. Now, a word of caution it is aggressive violent and spastic music. If you have been listening to the dead and the Allman brother's band. Probably not your cup of tea. But if you would like to get a glimpse, of what goes on in a War fighters mind. There you go.
Its like all your senses are magnified. To a point the it is severely overwhelming. Its confusion and chaos. I don't know if the brain does this to mimic what we had during the deployment or what. But once it gets to that fucking point. Get out of the way. From my point of view. Its like a newly captured Liger. Thats right I said Liger ,fuckers. They're fucking magical and real. Google that shit. When they are all disoriented, and finally comes too. With all these trainers yelling and snapping fucking whips at him. And hes all, " I am wild fucking beast of the wilderness mother fuckers. I am going to eat you if you do not go away. Snap, snap, snap, snap, yell, yell, yell. Dude, seriously if you cocks don't back off. I am going to bite your fucking arms off and disembowel you right here. You and all your fuck fuck friends." Thats what happens folks. All that everyday stimuli is magnifiied on a daily fucking basis. Our minds are re wired so to speak. When it comes to shit popping off you either re act or die. So when dudes are fucking around. We're already passed that. Where, " oh i see you wanna fuck around. That's nice. If you keep it up I am gonna crush your fucking skull. Then shit in whats left over. Then put it on your parents porch. Then set if on fire." That happens in all of about 2 seconds.
Yeah, I know we're fucked. That's why we come here to learn how to grow the best dope. For us, our best friends, our battle. ( Battle is the shortened form of battle buddy. A term used when referring to you and your partner. In the military the lowest amount you do work with is a 2 man team. Yes, there are exceptions. But for people not in the know. Battle or battle buddy refers to your close friend.)
Oh, and yesterday I was gonna tell ya about my travels on the ICE train taking mushrooms with 2 of my Battle's. We'll call them by their nick names. Slap and Pee Wee.
Well it was all 3 of us. Swinging dicked hero's of the USA. coming back from Kosovo which was a cake deployment. However they did blow up a grocery store and a statue which we paid a shit ton for to get done. We got back to our units and my battle Pee Wee had a barracks rat of a girlfriend at the time and she got him a bunch a mushrooms for him, slap, and myself. As kind of a welcome home present.
The girl I was dating at the time had tickets to the Nuremburg Ring for the races. Not only tickets but pits passes. Not only that, but also had a Maserati for us to go there with. Right now your all saying, I'm full of fucking shit. But boys I can point her out to ya and ya can go ask her at how stupid I was. But were trying to be cool here.
So on to the story, we get our shrooms and Pee Wee wants to go to Munich to Kunst park. Where they have a bunch of bands play and clubs, and DJ's. Its a pretty happening place.
So we get our tickets, we have one transfer. Its in like Amberg or some other shitty rail station. We chose to take them then. Because we figured, ahh they'll hit us as soon as we get there and well be tripping balls by time we hit the club and have fun. We're gonna get fucked up tonight..... wooooo hooooo!"
Yeah, they hit us in like 10 minutes. and we were tripping our face off when we were on the train. This fuck, Pee Wee starts talking Halaucost on the fucking train man while Slap And I are tripping balls. On a German express train to Munich. This covers so many levels of fucked. I cannot describe to you as to how fucked this all was. I am chuckling writing it down on the key board. So were on the top part of the train in the back of the car whispering very loudly. Most Germans can speak English. If they act like the don't. They're being rude fucking douches to you. So we have colorful managerie of token German people on this level of the train. Mostly all taking glances back at the 3 sick fucks tripping on mushrooms. From what i can guess and remember vaguely. They were looks of utter disgust and hopes that they could start the Reichstagg again.
But hey, we were extended in Kosovo because they started the war in Iraq and we knew we had to get fucked and make memories, because These maybe the last few months of our lives. So we went balls to the wall! Fuck it no stop. Although due to frequency of piss tests, no dope or hash. So this night was gonna be an adventure and a great memory.
So were freaking out and Pee Wee is talking shit about Nazi's and how this is really a cattle car and were all gonna get gassed. Yes, he was a dick and always had to push it. Push it right to the fucking edge, all the time. So were fucked, the people we meet know were fucked and they kind lead us around like a 3 bulls. They keep us away from the china shop. We ended getting crazy for a few hours and in a few clubs. but as the night wandered down. We were shitty. Sweaty, drunk, sad pieces of shit. Sitting in the corner of the club. Wondering why the lowliest of women wouldnt even approach us in this despicable state. It was fucking awesome. I slept all day. They woke up and went out. Slap can back an informed me he won 25k Euro on a machine but lost it. Because he wanted to see how far he could take it. I flipped and berrated him all the way home. The entire 2 hours.
So now that's done. A couple of questions though. How is it my wife can get crafting beads all the way from the great wall of fucking China. but i am unable to get seeds from Canada in the same fucking time frame. Up your game boys. Holy shnikes!!!! Maybe I am antsy because I know its coming. The fact its not an auto grow. So I will have to wait even longer to get my medicine. Holy shit. But I did send away from the Great leaders Mao's L.E.D.'s. relax people its just a joke about communism. I think it is the stupidest system of government ever created. So fuck you Lenin, Stalin,and who ever else thought of this shit.
All I got to say is 'Merica fuck yeah ! Freedom Freedom Freedom..... Liberty Liberty Liberty. If you aint livin your life that way. Your wrong son. Wrong as 2 people fucking in a church. Freedom dosn't mean you limit the right of anyone. Freedom means that each man has the choice, to have a fruitful life and the pursuit of happiness. You are entitled to the pursuit of your own happiness. the founding Fathers as smart as them mother fuckers were. Knew that each person should have the freedom to pursue their dreams as they see fit. The government has should have right to my pursuit. Unless I am endangering other on my venture. or limiting their liberty or life. So remember my little Loathers, We hired these fucks. They work for us. If the fuck that's the incombant in your district has a track record of a opposing views. He is not working your best interest and You and other like minded individuals should find a candidate that speaks for you. Remember THIS NOVEMBER IS THE SENATE AND HOUSE ELECTIONS. CONGRESSIONAL ELECTIONS ARE IN NOVEMBER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So right now, look up the people who are already in( the incumbant). See how he voted, look at their track record. See how much they we were working. See if they voted for freedom, liberty, and the constitution. If they didnt and voted in favor of things like the NDAA and other police state bull shit. Then can their asses. Because fuck them!!!!
Peace, Love, And chicken Grease, Mother fuckers!
