need more

I need more or I will go nuts,I have to go out
and find whatever I am meant to find for me as
this is the only time in my life where I have to
figure it out.And I stated that wrong as I am
not suppose to figure it out.I am sure I am to
move to a medical state and there 1 way or another I want to make a nice grow room and
get down to science.I just want to grow for myself and the joy of it.Make new friends and
then hijack my grandbaby(6yrs)and then I will be
set.I punched in google today-best states to
live in on ssdi,the 1st 1 up Hawaii OK that'll
work.Yup best get this move going somehow,,
mom will freak,bro's in mo. where they gave him
alot of oxy's a month.Thats why he left here
they took them away.Can't worry about him
till I settle my head down.Does any 1 else
just think all the time about everything,I
would like to know everything,go find S.Hawking
and I'd be on my way. lol His life work now is the theory of everything,should see if I could tag along with him,I got a hover round.

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