All my life or at least 16 and on I have always did something that I put the majority of my energy,thought,spirit into to be as good as
humanly possible for ME.I had already been skateboarding forever by then and by 20 I had a job in a factory and was planning how I
could make money skating.This was before the halfpipe came to be it was just swimming pools then.So I thought of jumping over cars and through firehoops,long story short I did make
money always had to work though.Once I couldn't skate anymore (pain)I put all my energy into work and was a foreman in
plastics in no time.Did that as my job 40
years and then jan. of 06 on a saturday
morning I couldn't move much and went to
the hospital and found out my disk are all
messed up and no more work.
Now comes my whole deal,I can't do any
physical stuff hardly at all yet I have this
need to do something as I always have and take it to the hilt as I always have,,but I
can't, except mentally I can and growing is
filling the nitch right now but I can tell I
need more.I am putting alot into growing
but it isn't gonna filled my needs.
I think a move which is coming and if
I can get a larger set-up together getting
it all going in a new place will work for a
while.I don't want to sell I want to
experiment and grow but mostly try
new things and this will be the way
for me so I don't go crazy.
humanly possible for ME.I had already been skateboarding forever by then and by 20 I had a job in a factory and was planning how I
could make money skating.This was before the halfpipe came to be it was just swimming pools then.So I thought of jumping over cars and through firehoops,long story short I did make
money always had to work though.Once I couldn't skate anymore (pain)I put all my energy into work and was a foreman in
plastics in no time.Did that as my job 40
years and then jan. of 06 on a saturday
morning I couldn't move much and went to
the hospital and found out my disk are all
messed up and no more work.
Now comes my whole deal,I can't do any
physical stuff hardly at all yet I have this
need to do something as I always have and take it to the hilt as I always have,,but I
can't, except mentally I can and growing is
filling the nitch right now but I can tell I
need more.I am putting alot into growing
but it isn't gonna filled my needs.
I think a move which is coming and if
I can get a larger set-up together getting
it all going in a new place will work for a
while.I don't want to sell I want to
experiment and grow but mostly try
new things and this will be the way
for me so I don't go crazy.
