Finally found smoking time? Holy crap that sucks. Too many of us forget what that is like. That used to be such a special time for me. When working I only smoked once in a while. Like you I would get everything ready to enjoy the time. Drug test kept it that way for a long time. Hard to beat that buzz.
Now that I am more medical and on disability it is easy to forget those special times. One thing for sure. You can never find that great buzz when smoking all the time. Enjoy those special times.