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As Medical-Marijuana Bills Advance, A Patient Describes Her Suffering
Erin Hildebrandt hasn't had to break the law lately, but she worries that
she may be forced to again, for the sake of her health and her family.
The 32-year-old Smithsburg woman has Crohn's disease, a chronic and
debilitating inflammation of the intestines.
It's in remission now. But, not so long ago, her life consisted of
shuttling between bedroom, bathroom and doctor's offices, seeking relief
from repeated bouts of diarrhea, abdominal pain and nausea.
At times, she said, "I wasn't able to get out of bed."
She tried 30 different medications. One made her muscles spasm, another
left her heaving for hours. Nothing seemed to work until she heard that
some Crohn's sufferers had been helped by smoking marijuana.
The illegal drug quelled her agony, she said. It gave her back to her five
young children, freeing her to bake cookies and spend time with the
youngsters that her illness had denied.
It was with people such as Hildebrandt in mind that the Maryland Senate
passed a bill yesterday that would reduce the criminal penalties for
marijuana possession if the defendant can demonstrate he or she needs it
for medical purposes.
The House has approved identical legislation, which was opposed by state
and federal law enforcement agencies in one of the General Assembly's most
passionate debates this year.
Hildebrandt welcomed news of the bill's passage but said it doesn't go far
enough. Though the legislation would reduce the maximum penalty to a $100
fine, she could be arrested and convicted of a crime for using what she
says is the only remedy she has found for the extreme discomforts of her
disease.
"That's something I had to fear in those early morning hours - armed men
breaking into my house and taking me away from my kids," she said.
Hildebrandt testified in Annapolis in favor of the medical marijuana bill,
but because possession is still a criminal offense here, she won't say when
she last used it or where she got it.
"I didn't go down to the 7-Eleven," she quipped.
Her only brush with the law, she said, was the speeding ticket she got
rushing to her wedding rehearsal dinner.
Because of the stigma attached to marijuana use, she said, she was afraid
to tell her doctor when she began using it in Michigan, where she grew up
and lived until four years ago. "I was afraid I would be denied medical
treatment," she said.
Hildebrandt said she first tried marijuana for another malady she has had
since childhood - migraine headaches. Doctors seemed unable to find a cause
or an effective pain reliever, she said. "I went through CAT scans, the
whole nine yards," she said, until a friend told her marijuana could help.
"Some of the worst things in the world are head pain and nausea," she
explained, "because they are so debilitating. A broken leg, you can work
through the pain, but when you're throwing up all the time ..."
She has been able to control her Crohn's partly by watching her diet,
Hildebrandt said, but she lately has begun to discuss her marijuana use
with her doctors. She said it's just "common sense" to notify them.
"I look at all the dangerous drugs given to me by doctors that had me in
horrible agony," she said, including prescription narcotics. "Here it is,
this safe, herbal remedy that works for me without these side effects."
Marijuana does not give relief to everyone with intractable nausea, said
Del. Dan K. Morhaim, a Baltimore County Democrat who co-sponsored the bill
in the House. But Morhaim, an emergency-room physician, said he has seen
"lots of patients" over the years "for whom regular medical care has pretty
much run its course - we've tried everything in the toolbox, and nothing is
working."
"If you can give people some relief, then you need to be able to do that,"
he said.
Mindful of the message she sends her children, who range in age from 1 to
8, Hildebrandt said she has treated marijuana like any other medicine,
keeping it locked away with the other prescription drugs.
"I try to explain to my kids that medicines come in different forms: pills,
liquids and herbs. This particular medicine is illegal, and they can put
people in jail for having it," she said.
But when her 8-year-old son Danny asked her why people get put in jail for
using a drug that helps them, Hildebrandt said, "I can't explain that."
Pubdate: Thu, 27 Mar 2003
Source: Baltimore Sun (MD)
Copyright: 2003 The Baltimore Sun, a Times Mirror Newspaper.
Contact: letters@baltsun.com
Website: Baltimore Sun: Baltimore breaking news, sports, business, entertainment, weather and traffic
Erin Hildebrandt hasn't had to break the law lately, but she worries that
she may be forced to again, for the sake of her health and her family.
The 32-year-old Smithsburg woman has Crohn's disease, a chronic and
debilitating inflammation of the intestines.
It's in remission now. But, not so long ago, her life consisted of
shuttling between bedroom, bathroom and doctor's offices, seeking relief
from repeated bouts of diarrhea, abdominal pain and nausea.
At times, she said, "I wasn't able to get out of bed."
She tried 30 different medications. One made her muscles spasm, another
left her heaving for hours. Nothing seemed to work until she heard that
some Crohn's sufferers had been helped by smoking marijuana.
The illegal drug quelled her agony, she said. It gave her back to her five
young children, freeing her to bake cookies and spend time with the
youngsters that her illness had denied.
It was with people such as Hildebrandt in mind that the Maryland Senate
passed a bill yesterday that would reduce the criminal penalties for
marijuana possession if the defendant can demonstrate he or she needs it
for medical purposes.
The House has approved identical legislation, which was opposed by state
and federal law enforcement agencies in one of the General Assembly's most
passionate debates this year.
Hildebrandt welcomed news of the bill's passage but said it doesn't go far
enough. Though the legislation would reduce the maximum penalty to a $100
fine, she could be arrested and convicted of a crime for using what she
says is the only remedy she has found for the extreme discomforts of her
disease.
"That's something I had to fear in those early morning hours - armed men
breaking into my house and taking me away from my kids," she said.
Hildebrandt testified in Annapolis in favor of the medical marijuana bill,
but because possession is still a criminal offense here, she won't say when
she last used it or where she got it.
"I didn't go down to the 7-Eleven," she quipped.
Her only brush with the law, she said, was the speeding ticket she got
rushing to her wedding rehearsal dinner.
Because of the stigma attached to marijuana use, she said, she was afraid
to tell her doctor when she began using it in Michigan, where she grew up
and lived until four years ago. "I was afraid I would be denied medical
treatment," she said.
Hildebrandt said she first tried marijuana for another malady she has had
since childhood - migraine headaches. Doctors seemed unable to find a cause
or an effective pain reliever, she said. "I went through CAT scans, the
whole nine yards," she said, until a friend told her marijuana could help.
"Some of the worst things in the world are head pain and nausea," she
explained, "because they are so debilitating. A broken leg, you can work
through the pain, but when you're throwing up all the time ..."
She has been able to control her Crohn's partly by watching her diet,
Hildebrandt said, but she lately has begun to discuss her marijuana use
with her doctors. She said it's just "common sense" to notify them.
"I look at all the dangerous drugs given to me by doctors that had me in
horrible agony," she said, including prescription narcotics. "Here it is,
this safe, herbal remedy that works for me without these side effects."
Marijuana does not give relief to everyone with intractable nausea, said
Del. Dan K. Morhaim, a Baltimore County Democrat who co-sponsored the bill
in the House. But Morhaim, an emergency-room physician, said he has seen
"lots of patients" over the years "for whom regular medical care has pretty
much run its course - we've tried everything in the toolbox, and nothing is
working."
"If you can give people some relief, then you need to be able to do that,"
he said.
Mindful of the message she sends her children, who range in age from 1 to
8, Hildebrandt said she has treated marijuana like any other medicine,
keeping it locked away with the other prescription drugs.
"I try to explain to my kids that medicines come in different forms: pills,
liquids and herbs. This particular medicine is illegal, and they can put
people in jail for having it," she said.
But when her 8-year-old son Danny asked her why people get put in jail for
using a drug that helps them, Hildebrandt said, "I can't explain that."
Pubdate: Thu, 27 Mar 2003
Source: Baltimore Sun (MD)
Copyright: 2003 The Baltimore Sun, a Times Mirror Newspaper.
Contact: letters@baltsun.com
Website: Baltimore Sun: Baltimore breaking news, sports, business, entertainment, weather and traffic
