Up in Smoke: A Medical Marijuana Supporter Shares His Pain

Jacob Bell

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After enduring two rounds of back surgery and suffering nerve damage in his leg, Marshall Parks knows the rest of his life will be a battle against pain.

He’s taken a laundry list of medications and treatments.

The one he said works the best is illegal.

He was rarely a political activist, but now he feels it’s time to be an advocate for medical marijuana. Not just for himself, but for people he has watched suffer, including his late mother.

“I don’t want to live a life where I have to make excuses for myself,” he said.

He’s trying to get an answer to a question that is becoming asked more and more around Illinois — should he be legally allowed to use marijuana for medical purposes?

The Journal-Courier agreed to identify Parks by his pseudonym because of concerns of legal repercussions.


• Snuffed by a narrow margin

The medical marijuana issue in Illinois may only be on the back burner after efforts to approve it were quashed by the state General Assembly.

The bill, known as the Compassionate Use of Medical Cannabis Pilot Program Act, has been filed again as House Bill 30. It would provide that those diagnosed with a debilitating condition such as AIDS, glaucoma, cancer or chronic pain would be issued a card by the Department of Public Health allowing them to possess no more than six cannabis plants and 2 ounces of dried cannabis.

The former bill — Senate Bill 1381 — failed by four votes.

It was the closest the measure has come to passing in the state. Although proponents saw it as a change in the tide, opponents said to expect similar results in the future.

One opponent is Illinois Rep. Jim Watson, R-Jacksonville.

“There are a lot of studies in these states that have used it, teen use has gone up. And when you ask them how they got it, they say it’s just easier,” Watson said.

He said Illinois’ bill was modeled after one implemented in Colorado. Watson said most bills for medical marijuana he has seen fail to effectively regulate it in a manner that prevents increases in drug abuse, which he called a “disaster” for those states. He said his opposition to the bill isn’t because he is not compassionate, but that ease of accessibility though methods such as dispensaries or doctors who readily issue prescriptions would allow the wrong people to abuse the system.

Even though the previous bill failed by only four votes, Watson said he expects it to be harder to pass a bill in the current General Assembly now that lame ducks are gone and there are new Republican legislators.

Watson also said he doubts he would ever vote for a medical marijuana bill.

“Nothing I’ve seen so far would entice me,” Watson said.


• Trying to get through pain

Parks’ recollection of time is muddled between his second back surgery up until the time he lost his job because of the heavy doses of pain medication he was on: Prescription medicines he said made him feel like a zombie.

He suffered a herniated disk in his back in 2001, which was fixed without too much trouble.

But years later, in 2006, an accident at work caused his back to go out once again.

After tests he compared to torture, the second surgery was less successful because of scar tissue.

Doctors. Therapies. Drugs. Some were more successful than others. The chronic pain exacerbated his clinical depression and he admitted that suicide would sometimes drift into a mind clouded by pain medication.

Such thoughts took a toll on his daily life. One example was when he was pulled over by a police officer on his way to the store.

He explained he was changing lanes to let another driver go by but it seemed someone thought he was driving erratically and called police. Parks — who was taking Oxycontin — said he was pretty angry and wasn’t feeling right.

“I said to him ‘if you had any compassion, you’d take your gun out and put two to the back of my head’,” he recalled.

The police officer asked if it might be good to take Parks to the hospital for a mental evaluation, but ended up calling his wife, who had to make excuses for his strange behavior.

He was forgetting things, too: Important things. He credits his wife for preventing a drug overdose that could have killed him — a result of not remembering when he took his last dose.

His life was spiraling in other ways, too, including losing insurance that paid for the drugs.
He turned to marijuana.

It was a drug he had used for recreational purposes in the past. Even though he thinks of it as a luxury item, it was still cheaper than buying prescription pain medication.

“Marijuana gives you something else to focus on other than the pain. It doesn’t take away all the pain, but neither did the Oxycontin. But I feel a bit more lucid,” he said.

Parks said the behavior he exhibited while taking Oxycodone was taking its toll on the family, but marijuana allowed him to enjoy his life more.

He said he feels guilty that his wife has to go to work while he stays home, but he enjoys helping her around the house so she can relax when she gets home.

“We’re in our mid-50s and she works real hard,” Parks said. “If I’m well enough to do things for her, it makes me feel good. When I was on Oxycontin, I was a puppet. You may as well of put me in a case. I had problems communicating, I was paranoid.”


• Police: Reasons for the law

Jacksonville Police Chief Tony Grootens worked for many years as an agent with the Drug Enforcement Administration. He disagrees with medical marijuana legislation for a plethora of reasons.

One problem it presents to law enforcement officials is handling laws that prevent driving under the influence of drugs.

“It metastasizes with the fat in your body. If you smoke a joint today, it stays in your blood for 30 days,” Grootens said. “So how do we determine if a person is driving under the influence?”

For this reason, Grootens said legal marijuana may require a revision of the motor vehicle code.

Still, Grootens said medical marijuana may be popular for reasons outside of it’s medicinal effects.

“The problem I have with medical marijuana is it’s a strategic ploy by the people who want legalized drugs,” Grootens said.

He pointed out states such as California and Colorado, where he said medical marijuana led to easy access and increased the ease of abusing the drug. He said some dispensaries have been known to mark up the price and sell it out the back door.

“Do you think there’s not doctors out there that won’t just write prescriptions?” Grootens said. “That there are doctors out there who are not on the up and up and you tell them symptoms and they’ll write you a script?”

He said many doctors are reprimanded every year for writing prescriptions without keeping accurate records, showing a medical need or even seeing a patient.

If marijuana becomes a prescription drug in Illinois, it would likely join the ranks of other abused prescription drugs.

Grootens said one of the problems with prescription drug abuse is it’s easily accessed, typically stolen by younger people from their parents’ or grandparents’ medicine cabinets.

“It would be a real problem to regulate it. It would be easily abused. I’m not for it at all,” Grootens said. “I don’t think any good can come from it.”


• Finding a middle ground

Some law enforcement authorities, including Grootens, said they might be in favor of medical marijuana if it wasn’t for the fact that medication already exists that can do its job.

Marinol is a synthetic tetrahydrocannabinol — that’s an active ingredient in cannabis — that has been approved by the FDA and endorsed by the DEA. It is prescribed for chemotherapy patients suffering from nausea and vomiting or AIDS patients who have a loss in appetite.

The side effects of the drug are similar to those of marijuana.

“What other drugs do we have that are smoked?” Grootens said, adding that marijuana is known to have four to five times more tar than tobacco and other adverse health effects like memory loss and loss of depth perception.

Parks said that he’s heard of the drug and has known people who were prescribed it and said it was less preferable to cannabis itself. He said that marijuana vaporization or ingestion is the preferred method of use as it does not generate the tars from smoking and works faster than Marinol.


• Focusing on the stigma

One of the biggest reasons Parks wanted to take on the fight to approve medical marijuana was because of his mother.

She died from non-Hodgkin’s lymphoma when Parks was only a young man. He said she had no appetite and was always in pain and he believes she might have lived longer and suffered less if she had used marijuana.

“It was hard on the family as much as the person,” Parks said.

He said family members and even medical professionals suggested it to her, but she would have no part of the drug.

He said he has this feeling that medical marijuana may never be passed in the state.

Ironically, Grootens said he feels as though there may be no stopping medical marijuana legislation. He felt what had happened in other states has been the result of legislators giving in to pressure from pro-marijuana special interest groups such as the National Organization for the Reform of Marijuana Laws.

Many advocates for marijuana like to make comparisons to alcohol and other drugs and Parks feels that alcohol is far more destructive than marijuana.

“Have you ever seen two stoned guys fighting each other for a quarter on a pool table?” Parks said. “People on alcohol do that. And they might have $50 in their pockets while they do it.”

Grootens said he felt that the prohibition on alcohol didn’t work because it was already a part our culture and stopping marijuana laws may keep that from happening again.

“We have so many problems with alcohol, so why would you want to add to that?” Grootens said.

“There is this stigma,” Parks said. “It’s that whole ‘reefer madness’ thing that started in the ’40s or ’50s maybe. It got vilified somewhere along the line.”


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I hate to here these stories, I am in the same boat basically. I am in bad physical shape with many ailments, and now too facing back surgery. I'm not surprised that illinois did not pass med mj. but makes no sense to me at all when our state is facing a 13 billion dollar deficit and 8 billion in unpaid bills to social services, Pharmacies, and other agencies and a sinking bond rating. Illinois could have raised billions in taxes for our struggling state. For instance Cal. reported a 3 billion dollars average annually. Oakland reported 21,000,000 dollars in gross sales last year alone. And have taken it even farther with a annual fee of 30,000 dollars and a 1.2% tax on gross sales per dispensary. Colorado springs Colorado reported 325,000 sales tax in one year, and 57,000 in sales tax in last aug. alone. Some city officials have said it is keeping the city afloat. But don't worry, Illinois has a plan to fix the problem deficit by raising our personal income tax by 66% to 5% and 7% for Corporate tax. What a bunch of dumb asses, I am no mathmatician but but that could be a very bad move for a state trying to lure companies to open shop here. We almost passed mmj into law but we need to get the word out to more people to bug their reps. And hopefully they will open their eyes and hearts and pass this bill for people who need it. Not to abuse it but to stop the hurt. :peace:
 
Keninpain: I agree with you. I was surprised to find this link, because I am the Marshall Parks in the article. I've had people coming out of the woodwork, because I stuck out my neck. The day I sat for the interview was the day SB1381 died. I was devastated in a way, but not surprised. There were a few mistakes and omissions in the article, some I felt were quite important. For instance, the phrase "compassionate use" should have been the crux of the entire bill.

Our local representative already has his mind made up. I was approached and asked to participate in a protest of his office, which I declined. I feel protests (especially in smaller towns) tend to cause more acrimony than good.

At the request of one of the organizers in Illinois, I was asked to keep a blog documenting my pain and treatment with marijuana. I've been keeping it for a few days and what little feedback I've gotten is positive. I try to be informative, yet entertaining at the same time. I didn't want it to be some kind of 'poor me' blog, and most of the 420 patients don't feel that way anyway.

I would like to leave a link to the blog in case anyone would be interested in sharing their stories, or even giving me feedback, but I'm uncertain as to the rules and 'site plugging'.

Honestly the reason I joined this site is because someone found that my article had been picked up. The reporter was a younger guy, but he asked the right questions. He has emailed me several times. He wanted to thank me and let me know that this was longer than most articles in that paper and he even had to ask the editor for additional room. He was proud to be a part of it, he told me. He has sent me names of people that queried the paper for contact information.

There are reasons I need to stay behind the scenes, but I'm working hard, trying to build up numbers myself. I'm aware that some people can't step forward because of their jobs, but the people that can, need to bite the bullet and speak up.

Pay it forward,
DM~
 
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Welcome to 420 Magazine. I'm glad that you found us. Thank you for your bravery in speaking out for all of us, I'm disabled and find Cannabis the best medicine for my conditions. Your an inspiration my friend. We do have a guideline that prohibits linking to personal blogs. You may feel free to re-post things here though, one of our Medical Cannabis forums would probably be the best place. We also have member blogs available. In the near future we will also begin to publish articles written by our own journalists and you might like to keep that in mind. Feel free to pm me if I can be of any help.
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My representative has refused to answer any of my emails. He has his mind made up anyway. Initially, the article was merely a letter to the editor and has snowballed from there. I prefer to be a 'paper lion'. Going public may jeopardize jobs of friends, and my wife. I'm going to push for HB30 to pass. Then, we'll see. Thank you for the warm welcome.
 
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