Esmeralda95
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So last saturday night i did smoke weed for the first time, out of pipe. i've smoked cigarettes or hookah before so i kind of know the inhale. but i didnt know how to use the pipe so my friend just lighted it up for me and i kept sucking it, let it in and wait few secs and let it out, so no smoke came from my mouth but i did feel the burning or something in my throat! i kept doing it and at the end little bit of smoke finally came out lol like the smoke was super light, anyways. Suddenly it kicked it, i felt as if my surrounding was heavy if i remember correctly? my friend who was also high asked me some questions, suddenly i got paranoid like out of nowhere i felt like this was going to stay on me forever, so my heart beat rate went up so fast as if i was gonna get a heart attack lol so frightening, especially to me i dont feel comfortable with heart beating at all. so i stand up and started walking, it stoped beating and i felt more calmer. i tried to not think bad thoughts was afraid to get that shitty panic attack again long story short, some point i felt as of my jaw being tight, and some other point i got cold really quickly cuz i was walking outside in their appartment, made my sober friend walk with me lol. so i got cold thei brought me a coat, went inside sat down on their couch. i got warmer but yeah, i had random thoughts too. i felt like i was a old lady at some point, and there was chips in front of me with dip i attacked it it was so goood lol. oh and and some other point i felt as if something was coming out of my ass as if i was peeing,i felt i was peeing so i told them and they checked they said no i wasnt haha but everytime i tried to stand up my heart beat rate would go little high so i sat down it was so annoying, i did wanna come back to normal i didnt enjoy it just because of that high heart beat rate, but later when it was going off, i felt super sleepy and light cuz it was so late already, i end up staying at their place cuz i didnt wanna go home and cuz no one was at home by that time, i was scared if i would get panick attack again lol. had to wake up early to go to work next day. once i got off work, went home. the bad scene of the panic attack that i had would come to my mind and i kind of felt it it felts so baaaad, i felt as if it would forever hunt me and felt depressed af, talked with some friends of phone to get help they told me to ignore it and think happy. after all this, i shouldnt smoke weed anymore? i really want to do it again and not get that stupid panic attack and just feel good, if i do again, will i get that panic attack again? or was it just cuz it was my frist time? cuz next time i would know how it feels and that ill go away, and not panic over thinking it would stay forever lol btw it was sativa (the one thats for mental)
And im a girl, 21 years old 5'1 , i weight 120 im pretty tiny lol
And im a girl, 21 years old 5'1 , i weight 120 im pretty tiny lol