I've posted on some other message board about this, and got some responses, but I want to try it again on this board with more detail.
I've smoked 6 times. Two of the times were great. But the other four were horrendous. The first horrendous experience I had, I was by myself. I first smoked with friends and then went home. The next time, I was with friends and they didn't really care. And then the next one after that, same thing. And then the last time, finally convinced me to stop all together, but I was with caring friends for once.
What the horrendous experiences were like was that all of the feeling I had just was going through the floor. Sometimes it'd feel like all of my feeling was stuck. Like, I would be lying down and stand up, but it'd still feel as if I were lying down. And then my feeling would rush back to me. I felt extremely nausous, my heart was beating extrememly fast (I could feel it through my chest, and it frightened me because that feeling was intenseified too much), and I was sweating. I couldn't swallow anything very well, and I was twitching a lot. Also, my head was hurting so terribly.
I think now that I was having a panic attack why going through it. The first 3 times it happened, it was bad, yeah, but only lasted, like an hour. But the 4th time, it lasted from 3 in the afternoon, until I could sleep at 10:30ish.
It was different weed each time I used it, so it was probably not laced. And the people that used it with me said that they didn't feel that way at all.
Any idea why that happens to me, and how I can make it stop? Because I really want to smoke again, but I don't want that to happen ever again.It was NOT cool. It probably sounds cool, but it really wasn't.
I've smoked 6 times. Two of the times were great. But the other four were horrendous. The first horrendous experience I had, I was by myself. I first smoked with friends and then went home. The next time, I was with friends and they didn't really care. And then the next one after that, same thing. And then the last time, finally convinced me to stop all together, but I was with caring friends for once.
What the horrendous experiences were like was that all of the feeling I had just was going through the floor. Sometimes it'd feel like all of my feeling was stuck. Like, I would be lying down and stand up, but it'd still feel as if I were lying down. And then my feeling would rush back to me. I felt extremely nausous, my heart was beating extrememly fast (I could feel it through my chest, and it frightened me because that feeling was intenseified too much), and I was sweating. I couldn't swallow anything very well, and I was twitching a lot. Also, my head was hurting so terribly.
I think now that I was having a panic attack why going through it. The first 3 times it happened, it was bad, yeah, but only lasted, like an hour. But the 4th time, it lasted from 3 in the afternoon, until I could sleep at 10:30ish.
It was different weed each time I used it, so it was probably not laced. And the people that used it with me said that they didn't feel that way at all.
Any idea why that happens to me, and how I can make it stop? Because I really want to smoke again, but I don't want that to happen ever again.It was NOT cool. It probably sounds cool, but it really wasn't.