OurPlaceBFN
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Hi
For 6 months I have been prescribed cipralex which seems to work ok with anger management but not 100%. I hate pills and was hoping some day I could grow my own stuff in place of pharma drugs, I am more of a tree hugger so it makes more sense to me to swing from the tree then from a lab induced state. I recently bought some land and I want to now grow for personal. I have BPD or Borderline Personality Desorder which was only recently diagnosed. I have done research on the condition and it fits me. Based on my up-bringing and my anger issues I get it, I have BPD. The problem is that no Doc I know will give me an MM Card for it because they swear on cipralex. I have been researching to dizzeness what strains may work for me and so far I am leaning towards Chocolope and Dream Queen. Problem I have is depending on what web site you read you get conflicting info for example: Chocolope is sometimes described as tasting like cocoa but then some say no it tastes like canteloupe. So basically the decision is still up in the air which is why I am asking here for any recommendations.
I want to relieve stress, be happy, have energy (no couch locking) and just chill while I do my gardening. Munchies are not the goal or issue either. I am new not new to growing food but 'M' yes never done that grow-up. So I don't feel like having to get a degree in horticulture just to get some personal seeds. The growing will be outside only so this why I thought of Chocolope and Dream Queen.
Any help appreciated.
For 6 months I have been prescribed cipralex which seems to work ok with anger management but not 100%. I hate pills and was hoping some day I could grow my own stuff in place of pharma drugs, I am more of a tree hugger so it makes more sense to me to swing from the tree then from a lab induced state. I recently bought some land and I want to now grow for personal. I have BPD or Borderline Personality Desorder which was only recently diagnosed. I have done research on the condition and it fits me. Based on my up-bringing and my anger issues I get it, I have BPD. The problem is that no Doc I know will give me an MM Card for it because they swear on cipralex. I have been researching to dizzeness what strains may work for me and so far I am leaning towards Chocolope and Dream Queen. Problem I have is depending on what web site you read you get conflicting info for example: Chocolope is sometimes described as tasting like cocoa but then some say no it tastes like canteloupe. So basically the decision is still up in the air which is why I am asking here for any recommendations.
I want to relieve stress, be happy, have energy (no couch locking) and just chill while I do my gardening. Munchies are not the goal or issue either. I am new not new to growing food but 'M' yes never done that grow-up. So I don't feel like having to get a degree in horticulture just to get some personal seeds. The growing will be outside only so this why I thought of Chocolope and Dream Queen.
Any help appreciated.