Anyone suffer from it? i have been self diagnosed for about 5 years now. looking for info on it and pot, but info in general is cool too. My father was beat to death in front of me when i was three, well that where it starts... i feel like a goof, im afraid to go to the doctor unless i can tell him whats wrong with me, but im not taking any pills. I have been there, cant do that. Its kinda like I am afraid of everything, but when im high... well I am sure i dont need to tell you if youre reading this.