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As always, thanks for stopping by, it means alot and says alot, and may that karma always come back to you.
I am no longer a smoker I guess. I don't see being able to and I've really started changing and feeling better anyway. I find myself actually pursuing some things now, not just coming home and smoking all day everyday. I want to make a difference while I'm around and maybe create something that will last longer than I will. I don't know what the future holds but I feel real good right now. Mj saved me from a life of drug and alcohal abuse and now I think I am moving on to another phase. I still love being in my garden, it's my place of peace. I started a bunch of seeds, strains I may never smoke myself, but I will love them and enjoy growing them no less. I started 9 freebies: la/skunk x3, og18/skunk x3, kandykush/skunk x3, 1 fem moby dick, 1 fem quicksilver.
I am actually concidering trying to grow other plants along my mj but not too sure if that's a good idea or if I may introduce problems. I would like to try some other sacrad plants- plants grown for their healing properties or shamanic purposes- interesting plants, like coca, qat, or similar.. But who knows? Right now getting past some unbelievably intense dreams and getting used to saying no thanks, can't smoke anymore is plenty challenging.
I used to have very intense dreams, and experienced lucid dreaming most of my life growing up, didn't realize it was mj that ended that, or maybe it's just returning since I've stopped- who knows, but I will try and get back to lucid dreaming as the norm if at all possible.
I am no longer a smoker I guess. I don't see being able to and I've really started changing and feeling better anyway. I find myself actually pursuing some things now, not just coming home and smoking all day everyday. I want to make a difference while I'm around and maybe create something that will last longer than I will. I don't know what the future holds but I feel real good right now. Mj saved me from a life of drug and alcohal abuse and now I think I am moving on to another phase. I still love being in my garden, it's my place of peace. I started a bunch of seeds, strains I may never smoke myself, but I will love them and enjoy growing them no less. I started 9 freebies: la/skunk x3, og18/skunk x3, kandykush/skunk x3, 1 fem moby dick, 1 fem quicksilver.
I am actually concidering trying to grow other plants along my mj but not too sure if that's a good idea or if I may introduce problems. I would like to try some other sacrad plants- plants grown for their healing properties or shamanic purposes- interesting plants, like coca, qat, or similar.. But who knows? Right now getting past some unbelievably intense dreams and getting used to saying no thanks, can't smoke anymore is plenty challenging.
I used to have very intense dreams, and experienced lucid dreaming most of my life growing up, didn't realize it was mj that ended that, or maybe it's just returning since I've stopped- who knows, but I will try and get back to lucid dreaming as the norm if at all possible.