Brain Tumor - My last resort - Help me please!

[Smokditup]

Hey guys long story short, I possibly have a tumor on my putritry gland or my condition is caused from using a SSRI drug (Prozac) for 14 years of my life.
Basically my sodium levels coming from my kidneys are way too high. This can cause a seizure and ultimately death If i do not have water to hydrate myself.. Which also can be referred to a special kind of diabetes called "diabetes insidious". Thing is , Mine fluctuate. and which the specialist doctors dont believe its diabetes. So its ethier a tumour and (or)the prozac...

I have gotten off prozac a month ago and my results are somewhat good now. Downside is im having the worst time of my life. My world has fell apart and im anxiety stricken to the point which im now on the pension because I cannot goto work. My OCD has gone through the absoulute roof. And I dont know how much longer I can deal with this anymore. Its very severe. And I dont live a quality life anymore.

I NEED a good indica strain. I am Unable to smoke sativas because it induces severe panic attacks in me. Ive smoked weed roughly 7 times in my life and they have been the worst experiences in my life some.. And others are downright awsome.

Im somewhat nervous aswell to try weed again in fear of a panic attack... They are downright scary. It feels like im loosing my mind and becoming physcotic.. or im about to die!!

I love my benzos (valium) and love opiates (oxys). So if anyone out there that can put me onto a strain that has similar feelings Id be very much grateful. I just want to be be living a normal life again. Too bad I dont live in the US id be onto this shit STRAIGHT AWAY! So far my strains Ive read upon are ...


Northern Lights
Herijuana

Thanks guys!
Brad

 

[reverend420]

Good luck to you. What did you end up doing.

 

[Jaga]

Try Afghanica
I understand what you mean about those panic attacks , I am very similar to what you explained however I do smoke now an some days for me a lot , any how I realy do think that you are on the right path an like I have said in other replies rather than smoking it eat it in your fav dish .
Rick Simpson an his oil will do you the best favour my wife used some for her ms only a small amount but the results are incredible .
The down side is you need about 2ounces to cure your cancer . I have some of this Afghanica from a friend at the mo but it would be to expensive , although find some one who is going to give some good green and ingest it you will feel better plus you could have it at night so you sleep through any scary bits
I also use opiates but honet this beats it hands down
Love from Jaga Peace and blessing be well an be high
(grow some) you can get the seeds

 

[Jaga]

Try Afghanica
I understand what you mean about those panic attacks , I am very similar to what you explained however I do smoke now an some days for me a lot , any how I realy do think that you are on the right path an like I have said in other replies rather than smoking it eat it in your fav dish .
Rick Simpson an his oil will do you the best favour my wife used some for her ms only a small amount but the results are incredible .
The down side is you need about 2ounces to cure your cancer . I have some of this Afghanica from a friend at the mo but it would be to expensive , although find some one who is going to give some good green and ingest it you will feel better plus you could have it at night so you sleep through any scary bits
I also use opiates but honet this beats it hands down
Love from Jaga Peace and blessing be well an be high
(grow some) you can get the seeds

 

[Icemud]

You might want to check into edibles and cannabis oil. They have higher CBD and other cannibinoids and those are the ones that help you relax and also are the ones that help with anti cancer/tumor as well.

 

[Jaga]

Of course yes a dr should be consulted but in this day and age they are putting patients (in the uk) into a state of panic an then baisically telling you what your treatment will be , a lot more people are realizing that pot dosent hafe to be smoked (but even people that smoke pot heavy and use tobaco are far less likley to get lung cancer)? Not my opinion , plus it was shown as far back as 1974 that Ganja will cure lots of types of cancer and has no harmful effects . I feel very passionate about this is because my wife has M.S. until we wised up an changed a lot of things in both our lives My love did not respond to anything that western meds could do . I am now happy to report that she is walking and we were able to revisit India from 2007 every year an 1year twice down to the alternative treatments she was having there . Now I am able to grow plants again(since some kids stole my garden potted plants) she has nice meds that I honestly do not think I could get from street dealers Thanks MaryJ our grandson has a nanny that can play with him an thankyou mother nature for providing us with all the remidies that we need.
Jai Jaganatha

 

[Savannah]

Hi,, I also have anxiety and I stick with indicas or a blend. prozac almost killed me. they had me on it with no counseling,, when I would say it's not working they would raise the dosage,, I finally was maxed out and almost jumped off a bridge, I hate prozac. reefer is a relief, and no chemicals... I like ChemDawg,,purple gorilla,,pineapple express ..