Thank you

[ChoochChooch63]

Before I say or do anything wrong,I apologize in advance. I mean not intentional harm,it's just that I'm not good @ any of this except my knowledge & passion for this Miracle Plant.(my opinion).
I don't even know where to start,
I'm in Jersey so,,,yeah shit state, can't help that but that being said I am on the program but can't grow& it's a dam shame cause I learned from some of the best horticulturist in my area & can do some amazing things w/ plants ect. Anyway,
I'm a simple man & how shall I say this to best describe me, oh a Hermit that's it. The GOD'S honest truth not 1 friend I don't get on w/ ppl very well they tend to be to complicated for me & well they would never understand me even if I had 1.
Anyway you'll see I'm online alot but probably won't say much unless it interests me I hope that's ok w/ staff.
Anyone can message me but bare w/ me cause like I said Im not good @ this.
Thank you to anyone who takes the time to read my drivel..✌

 

[Emilya Green]

Before I say or do anything wrong,I apologize in advance. I mean not intentional harm,it's just that I'm not good @ any of this except my knowledge & passion for this Miracle Plant.(my opinion).
I don't even know where to start,
I'm in Jersey so,,,yeah shit state, can't help that but that being said I am on the program but can't grow& it's a dam shame cause I learned from some of the best horticulturist in my area & can do some amazing things w/ plants ect. Anyway,
I'm a simple man & how shall I say this to best describe me, oh a Hermit that's it. The GOD'S honest truth not 1 friend I don't get on w/ ppl very well they tend to be to complicated for me & well they would never understand me even if I had 1.
Anyway you'll see I'm online alot but probably won't say much unless it interests me I hope that's ok w/ staff.
Anyone can message me but bare w/ me cause like I said Im not good @ this.
Thank you to anyone who takes the time to read my drivel..✌

Welcome to the forum @ChoochChooch63 !
First, know that you are among friends. Yes, people are people and online is no different than the rest of the world, so some can be very nice and some can be outright dicks. Many people just like you are here just to absorb the knowledge and rarely say anything at all, and there is nothing at all wrong with that. There are no demerits for just wanting to avoid drama.

I invite you to read along with some of my journals, and I just started up a brand new one today that should be a very interesting 4 month adventure in growing some rare plants and breeding them to create my own stock of amazing seeds. I also like you old silent types a lot... my 63 year old father lives with me in my house and I support several grows by disabled people and those 60 and above around my area in my cannabis consulting business. My point is that even though I am in Missouri and you in Jersey, we probably would get along well if we gave it a chance.

Please read along with my stuff for a while and if you get a mind to, post a question or a comment and I will be very thrilled to have gotten you to come out of that shell for me. I promise to be kind too; that young sarcastic woman that started out on these forums has matured into a fairly nice person, and one that is very glad to have met you here on this forum. I hope we get a chance to talk further.

Please enjoy your time here, and know that you have stumbled into the friendliest and best managed cannabis forum on the planet, bar none. Welcome home.

 

[Tokin Roll]

Welcome @ChoochChooch63

If you ever want to just chill and talk cannabis; I am sure a number of growers would like your thoughts, or advise. One thing about this hobby is there's always something new to learn.

No one bites on here, well maybe a couple nibblers. Just kidding.

Stay safe, and be well my friend,

Tok..

edit: I will be looking for your next post.

 

[Paul Squiggle]

Before I say or do anything wrong,I apologize in advance. I mean not intentional harm,it's just that I'm not good @ any of this except my knowledge & passion for this Miracle Plant.(my opinion).
I don't even know where to start,
I'm in Jersey so,,,yeah shit state, can't help that but that being said I am on the program but can't grow& it's a dam shame cause I learned from some of the best horticulturist in my area & can do some amazing things w/ plants ect. Anyway,
I'm a simple man & how shall I say this to best describe me, oh a Hermit that's it. The GOD'S honest truth not 1 friend I don't get on w/ ppl very well they tend to be to complicated for me & well they would never understand me even if I had 1.
Anyway you'll see I'm online alot but probably won't say much unless it interests me I hope that's ok w/ staff.
Anyone can message me but bare w/ me cause like I said Im not good @ this.
Thank you to anyone who takes the time to read my drivel..✌

Hey! Welcome to a happy place; everyone is chilled, genuine and pleasant.
It may take you time to find your feet, but join in when you feel like it.

Thanks for the little insight into your life. It moves me; been in a similar place before, so I kind a get ya..
it can get a little busy in here , loads going on..
anyway, welcome again.
Take care. Hopefully see you around..

 

[Morda Grown]

 

[ChoochChooch63]

Hey! Welcome to a happy place; everyone is chilled, genuine and pleasant.
It may take you time to find your feet, but join in when you feel like it.

Thanks for the little insight into your life. It moves me; been in a similar place before, so I kind a get ya..
it can get a little busy in here , loads going on..
anyway, welcome again.
Take care. Hopefully see you around..

Thank you, I hope I can learn how all this tech stuff works. I don't have a computer & I not good w/ words,but bare w/ me. If I do anything wrong plz just tell me I promise it won't be on purpose. When I mean something I say it. Cut n Dry. I don't like to play.
Again I will follow & read your advice.

 

[ChoochChooch63]

Thank you..

Welcome @ChoochChooch63

If you ever want to just chill and talk cannabis; I am sure a number of growers would like your thoughts, or advise. One thing about this hobby is there's always something new to learn.

No one bites on here, well maybe a couple nibblers. Just kidding.

Stay safe, and be well my friend,

Tok..

edit: I will be looking for your next post.

Thanks so much, I do appreciate this. I am alone & sometimes think I may forget how to speak since there's nobody to talk to, but I've got my babies (plants). I have out loud conversations w/ them everyday in my makeshift greenhouse. I will follow you.

 

[Tokin Roll]

Our ladies help us both physically, but often overlooked is mental health includes our emotional, psychological, and social well-being.

If you ever want to talk or share, we are here for each other brother.

Tok..

 

[Paul Squiggle]

Thank you, I hope I can learn how all this tech stuff works. I don't have a computer & I not good w/ words,but bare w/ me. If I do anything wrong plz just tell me I promise it won't be on purpose. When I mean something I say it. Cut n Dry. I don't like to play.
Again I will follow & read your advice.

Your welcome.
Don't worry either, you will be fine; You have good manners and that's the perfect fit for this forum.
If you are unsure of anything, just give me a shout on my current thread..
Just tap the green title below this post, where it says Growing pains, Sylstar testing and reviewing. It will take you to my thread. I'm never far away..

 

[ChoochChooch63]

Our ladies help us both physically, but often overlooked is mental health includes our emotional, psychological, and social well-being.

If you ever want to talk or share, we are here for each other brother.

Tok..

That's kinda where my my story starts I'm a freak of nature for real. I've done things,seen things & been places the so called normal or average person will never see in a lifetime. I'm still trying to figure out why I'm still here. If I could plug into my ear & Project from my eyes my life on the wall,ppl would cry,laugh & some outright horrified cause I real shouldn't be alive. My journey started @ 10 maybe 13 when I first tried the almighty plant. I just wish I knew then what was happening to me,I was a kid but Not lookin back I did know but begin a kid nobody listened the mediated me & said I was nutz. Years of that ,molestation, & numerous other horrible things through my life prison,ect.
Now that I've got my head right I won't be stopped. My original intention was opiates & the excruciating pain,but when I started this plant does so so much more than pain, I can now see.. I would die for this plant. That's a fact.
I'd really like someone to talk to but like I said I'm alone here & it's been so many years of begin alone I'm not sure how to act. I really am alone.

 

[ChoochChooch63]

Your welcome.
Don't worry either, you will be fine; You have good manners and that's the perfect fit for this forum.
If you are unsure of anything, just give me a shout on my current thread..
Just tap the green title below this post, where it says Growing pains, Sylstar testing and reviewing. It will take you to my thread. I'm never far away..

That's great I do appreciate it, I've got so much passion but no one to talk w/ & it's been so many years I wouldn't know how to start. But my love for this plant has never died, I've been burnin since 1970.
This my be a challenge for me like I said I'm not @ all tech savvy so I'm gonna screw this up alot b4 I actually remember. Lol

 

[Paul Squiggle]

We all screw up, it's common.. but nobody minds.Looking forward to you sharing your knowledge. I need all the help I can get, if you don't mind.
It sounds like you've got a tortured soul; but it's a safe place here and you're not alone now.. we all share the same passion..

 

[Tokin Roll]

Glad to see your back, @ChoochChooch63

What kind of strains have you grown before? Did you grow in soil or water?

I occasional like to roll a couple joints up, stop at KFC for the chicken dinner bucket, and then head to the mountains of lunch and serenity. Hell, I normally get up 3 or 4 hours before my wife, just for solitude.

Do you enjoy anything else, like a hobby or sport?

Peace be with you brother,

Tok..

 

[ChoochChooch63]

Glad to see your back, @ChoochChooch63

What kind of strains have you grown before? Did you grow in soil or water?

I occasional like to roll a couple joints up, stop at KFC for the chicken dinner bucket, and then head to the mountains of lunch and serenity. Hell, I normally get up 3 or 4 hours before my wife, just for solitude.

Do you enjoy anything else, like a hobby or sport?

Peace be with you brother,

Tok..

Thanks for askin bubba,
I can't grow here that's another reason 4 my anger towards Gov. But as I said I've been workin Farms 4 many years & learned from top growers here,real friggin pro's (only no Mother Plant, imo) but plants non the less & I've grown just bout everything & got so good I was & can make plants do amazing things. I've always had that in my blood but no way2 Express it.
I've got an amazing story not common in this day & age but the thing's, well if u only knew, no 1 does really. But anyway I'm a true freak of nature. That's a fact.
Sorry 4 rambling but so no water but soil yes. I'm interested in hydro & been studin but complicated 4 me.
Again I'm truly Alone,(the average person & most do say that but when I say it it's a Fact & Truth) Alone not a soul. I'm on Disability (have been 4 yrs) they don't even give me enough 2 survive 730 a month Total! 4 roof,cell,food,hygiene ect. Can't even afford Rent it's easy 1000 month 4 rent here. So yeah If it wasn't 4 my very elderly parent which is another story, I would b homeless then dead.
So I don't do or go anywhere anytime, I only go to doc if something is broke or won't work. I go 4 food that's it other than dispensary. 1x a month. I have no contact w/ anyone .

 

[Paul Squiggle]

Hi mate.
Is it only the law that's stopping you grow? It ain't legal here either. Been busted once, for two friggin plants
If it is, can you not do a micro stealth grow? Just one plant In a cupboard?
Sorry to hear you have money troubles. Luckily you do have your parents to help out. I know it's not ideal but it's helping.
As for not seeing anyone. I'm in voluntary isolation. I don't own a mobile phone and I am not on any other website or social media.. I honestly don't like people; they lie, cheat and use you for their own gains. Maybe I've just met the wrong people in life. But it's been enough to put me off socialising.

This place has been a breath of fresh air; everyone is genuine and helpful. If only we could meet these people in real life, but when you think of it, it's only a face behind the words and it's the words that mean something..
As for being a freak of nature, we don't judge. We just want you to settle into this virtual family..
I really wish I had your education you've received with growing. You've had first hand experience in a professional setting.. pretty jealous actually.

You will get to share your life journey with us. We will all listen.

hopefully you will be able to pop a seed one day. My first grow was with cheap CFL light bulbs.. in total it cost £11 to grow a tiny plant. But it was smokable.. the achievement meant more than the final product.
anyway. I'm rabbitting on now.. anyway, hope you find your answers with us.. just take your time and join the flow when your ready..

catch you soon buddy



Squiggz

 

[ChoochChooch63]

Hi mate.
Is it only the law that's stopping you grow? It ain't legal here either. Been busted once, for two friggin plants
If it is, can you not do a micro stealth grow? Just one plant In a cupboard?
Sorry to hear you have money troubles. Luckily you do have your parents to help out. I know it's not ideal but it's helping.
As for not seeing anyone. I'm in voluntary isolation. I don't own a mobile phone and I am not on any other website or social media.. I honestly don't like people; they lie, cheat and use you for their own gains. Maybe I've just met the wrong people in life. But it's been enough to put me off socialising.

This place has been a breath of fresh air; everyone is genuine and helpful. If only we could meet these people in real life, but when you think of it, it's only a face behind the words and it's the words that mean something..
As for being a freak of nature, we don't judge. We just want you to settle into this virtual family..
I really wish I had your education you've received with growing. You've had first hand experience in a professional setting.. pretty jealous actually.

You will get to share your life journey with us. We will all listen.

hopefully you will be able to pop a seed one day. My first grow was with cheap CFL light bulbs.. in total it cost £11 to grow a tiny plant. But it was smokable.. the achievement meant more than the final product.
anyway. I'm rabbitting on now.. anyway, hope you find your answers with us.. just take your time and join the flow when your ready..

catch you later buddy



Squiggz

Totally agree bout the ppl thing.
W/ all the horrible abuse I've been through I have serious Trust issues w/ ppl.
So yeah u got it.!
My fam is sooo dysfunctional we don't speak only if one of them need me which never happens their disgust w/ how my life turned out. Anyhow it is a help as far as my $ sit. My meds cost me 460 a month 4 less than 1 oz 1/4. I'm allowed 1 3/4 a month but could never afford it. & I've got 11 beans I've got saved ready 2 go. Friggin Shame. Our gov if that's what u wanna label them as or whatever, well I know their the worse offenders as far as lies & cheats. I'll never trust them.
The plant thing is a mental debate 4 me although all I ask is for 4 plants 4 me only I just wanna play grow & take care watch how beautiful this plant will grow 4 me.
Someone or something that really Needs me.
I love Everything about the plant. Always have I knew when I was young that this plant was special. Nobody listened.

 

[Roy Growin]

Hey @ChoochChooch63 - welcome to the forum
I totally get where you're coming from and I empathise wholeheartedly
Hope you can drop in occasionally for a chat with like-minded people and take your mind off things

 

[ChoochChooch63]

Hey @ChoochChooch63 - welcome to the forum
I totally get where you're coming from and I empathise wholeheartedly
Hope you can drop in occasionally for a chat with like-minded people and take your mind off things

Thank u, I'm willin 2 try again.
I've been watchin this site 4 a bit & saw quite a few ppl here that Maybe I might like 2 pick their brains no matter how much u Think u know there's always more. I'm a sponge & get high on Learnin. Knowledge is Power..
I really don't like 2 talk much bout myself but I feel the need b4 ppl get the wrong idea of me. Not that I give a f*k but I don't want them confused as to where I come from & who & what I am.
But there are a few ppl I saw here that have knowledge & I might ask questions but like I said I don't trust much it's hard after all I've been through.
I'd like just 1 friend that all. Oh & 4 of my Girlfriends.. lol if u get my drift..✌

 

[Paul Squiggle]

That same special plant you love has brought each and everyone of us to this place.

I hear you on how special it actually is. It's helped my wife who is bed bound 24/6. That's the only reason I started growing, so she could stop taking opiate painkillers. It also helps with my bipolar. The seroquel the docs give, just makes me tired and lazy. At least the plant gives me inspiration to do things.
As for dysfunctional families, I only see mine at funerals or when they need a sofa shifted..
There will be a day when you can devote your time an knowledge to those plants you desire. You've just got to find or make that day.. difficult? Yes! But do-able.
Oh! We would all like multiple girl friends got you on that one
If your looking for a virtual mate though. I'm here for you if you like.
No pressure though. Just drop in once and a while when you feel like it and share your thoughts, ideas or just crack a joke, even at my expense.

 

[ChoochChooch63]

That same special plant you love has brought each and everyone of us to this place.

I hear you on how special it actually is. It's helped my wife who is bed bound 24/6. That's the only reason I started growing, so she could stop taking opiate painkillers. It also helps with my bipolar. The seroquel the docs give, just makes me tired and lazy. At least the plant gives me inspiration to do things.
As for dysfunctional families, I only see mine at funerals or when they need a sofa shifted..
There will be a day when you can devote your time an knowledge to those plants you desire. You've just got to find or make that day.. difficult? Yes! But do-able.
Oh! We would all like multiple girl friends got you on that one
If your looking for a virtual mate though. I'm here for you if you like.
No pressure though. Just drop in once and a while when you feel like it and share your thoughts, ideas or just crack a joke, even at my expense.

LMFAO . What I mean by g/f's is my plants. Even though I can't grow my medicine I've got alot of amazing plants that I've done things w/ Milk Trees, Hugh Jades, spiders & some Aloe & lots of my favorite Lambs Ear.