Sunshine On A Brainy Day — PS Dwarf Star Lights Up My Life

[SweetSue]

* Yes I understand that, but if you had a terminal degenerating disease, your other life is the medical system, that you can't do on the internet. You wouldn't be logged in if you were having scans done every 6 months. You wouldn't be logged in while you're in therapy, occupational therapy and CBT Classes. We have completely different lives despite our common love for healing.

Otherwise, I meant this place is my home while I drudge up the courage to keep up all my appointments. It's not a choice as in your case, it is...with peace and understanding, I'm happy you're healthy, I don't have the luxury quite yet, but you're helping me/us. Thank you.

I hear you. My husband had 14 different specialists that I had to coordinate as he was dying. That was when I pulled on the support of this community the most. I was saved by the Personal Hotspot through my iPhone. I'd link the iPad up and then the neighborhood was with me everywhere. All those interminable hospital hours became a pleasure.

Dale got plenty of laughs as he spiraled into death. He was comforted that I'd have a community to hold me together when he was finally gone. Without this loving family I don't know what I'd have done.

 

[Lady G2HM]

A rest, my brain needs. Gonna post a journal entry this weekend, lots of defol happening to the KKush Clones, no mercy...over and out.

 

[Lady G2HM]

So I'm gonna end this journal with the positivity it was started with. Take it away Pat...

 

[Pennywise]

Super job, are starting a new journal soon?

 

[Lady G2HM]

I sure will, better than ever. The book writing is coming along. And we're gonna move. So it's a good time to prepare a new journal for the next phase. New strains coming up. Thank you for all your encouragement PW.
.= grow love

 

[Pennywise]

Sounds like things are looking up for you and hubby.

 

[Lady G2HM]

We are prepared to be unprepared PW. Puppies and rainbows.... ttys

 

[Lady G2HM]

no matter what happens, life is about living, this forum is open to all, and my journals served me well. Thanks to everyone who supported me unconditionally.

 

[Amadeus Forzin]

 

[walleye]

With grace may their roots grow ( to abundance), their eyes open (to truth), their ears serve them (to listen), their minds be thankful (to one), their hearts support them (to love), their eye see (the light). Gee wiz, that would be swell Wally ! (the beave)gwz inspired by all here, Peace G2HM

 

[Lady G2HM]

LoL the pressure to perform though

Another successful grow with the dinkleberry squad and the lovely G2HM, that oil looks good enough to rub my nipples with I tell ya. On a more serious note though congrats on completing another journal hope your weekend has been joyous and full of smiles

*thank you Pat!!! You honour me so much. Now that's how you end a journal...

 

[Furcifer]

With such grace you commence an end of a beautiful journal.
An encore I await with a crying heart.....A new life of healing combined with a new beginning to life!
Wonderful...may your move be care and hassle free.(we can always hope,lol)

 

[ginganinja30]

*really great information, thank you for sharing. Pivotal to ones' healing that's for sure. I'm going to make a "sleepy" time oil because my current batch is very energetic and I rest there with a fast brain, roledex of memories, click click click.

*I've never thought of making different oils for different times. Now that I have made one batch, it's got me thinking creatively now. Very inspiriational. SweetSue




*I know where you are, you are not alone. I promise you it will all change for the better. Your energy will be renewed. I feel like this process is about crossing the desert searching for that oasis. We are dragging ourselves through complicated but compassionate processes that are gruelling and painstaking. All because the suffering has to stop.

*So I applaud your effort to get off the starting line. The meds you are growing, will get you to that Oasis, if you can just hang on long enough.

It sure is an epic journey soul sista.

Sorry for the delay in replying, you know how it goes. Sometimes it takes a while to gather my words and get them down.

I will get there, thank you again for all your support GTHM.

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[ginganinja30]

I can relate to the 80 yr old grandma feeling. During chemo treatment I told people I felt like an 80 yr old man. Then I got a text from my mom about her day skiing at Sun Valley (and to ask how I was feeling.) She's 80. I couldn't tell her I felt like I was 80, so I added 10 years. She started calling me 'Pops' so I stopped doing that and settled on feeling like crap, which is a lot easier to heal from than being 90.

Speaking of healing, you're going to love Medical Mass. The high THC strains took out the cancer, but it was Med Mass and Dance World that healed all the crap from chemo. Well, most of it, still a work in progress, but making progress every week and doing what I need to do to keep getting stronger.

KR you gave me a much needed wee laugh there. You can always rely on our mums to keep us real, my mum has the same well timed sense of humour as your mom.

I remember admiring your MM ladies a while back Rabbit, and can only hope they turn out as fine as yours did.

You are doing a fantastic job bud and the journey is just beginning ..

We shall all keep on going together, supporting each other here on 420 without restrictions of distance and borders..... such a beautiful thing.
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[Teddy Edwards]

Hope all is well in your world.

Thanks for sharing this grow with us.

Please head over to the 420 Strain Reviews forum and post your smoke report there too.

I’m moving this to Completed Journals now.

Have you started a new grow you would like to share with us?

If so, please feel free to start a new journal here: Journals in Progress

Sending you lots of love and positive energy.

 

[Doggie Daddy]

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[Doggie Daddy]

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[Doggie Daddy]

No idea what happened with my last posts. Maybe a 420 mag looky fall asleepy sorta thing. My bad G2HM

 

[Lady G2HM]

That's . ok, there was a hug in there somewhere.

 

[SweetSue]

Well, I'll leave this one right here.



Thank you for an inspired journey to healing. I look forward to the next addition.

Moving is more enjoyable when you have a chain of bodies to pass the boxes. We shifted 125 boxes down two flights, into the truck and up two more steeper flights in 1.5 hours when we moved into this apartment 11 years ago.

Having twelve people there that day made it fun. May you find ways to make your move a pleasure instead of a frustration. When it gets hairy, stop and laugh about something. Hug each other real big and go back to the work/play.