Emilya Green
Well-Known Member
I guess it is time to tell about my experience here... this is not the first time I have pissed someone off. You should have seen me when I first hit this online world... I was as sarcastic as I could be. I trolled people and tried to be funny at other people's expense, way more often than is socially acceptable. I am obstinate and hard to get along with and I don't socialize well as a rule, but here is the point...
420 Magazine has allowed, no actually caused me to grow, and to mature. I am learning to keep my overly large ego in check and not lord over people with my long experience, knowledge of this plant and how to grow it. I know that there are many people out here who know a lot more than I do and that have more experience than I do, and I have learned that it is best to just give my opinions, state them as such, and then drop it... and stop trying to beat my ideas into people.
At first I thought it was my need to have campaigns... campaigns to teach everyone about watering properly, about pH... about flushing... about the very best way to grow pot.... but thanks to the wonderful moderators here and our very guru like founder, I am finding myself finally, in my 40's. I am learning to put my ego away, even when someone takes exception to me as a deplorable hick GIRL from racist fly over country. It is water on the wings of a duck... and these attacks no longer bother me like they once did.
420 Magazine is teaching me about life, as I say in my signature lines... one grow at a time.
420 Magazine has allowed, no actually caused me to grow, and to mature. I am learning to keep my overly large ego in check and not lord over people with my long experience, knowledge of this plant and how to grow it. I know that there are many people out here who know a lot more than I do and that have more experience than I do, and I have learned that it is best to just give my opinions, state them as such, and then drop it... and stop trying to beat my ideas into people.
At first I thought it was my need to have campaigns... campaigns to teach everyone about watering properly, about pH... about flushing... about the very best way to grow pot.... but thanks to the wonderful moderators here and our very guru like founder, I am finding myself finally, in my 40's. I am learning to put my ego away, even when someone takes exception to me as a deplorable hick GIRL from racist fly over country. It is water on the wings of a duck... and these attacks no longer bother me like they once did.
420 Magazine is teaching me about life, as I say in my signature lines... one grow at a time.