You’ll get there trust me, your next run will be much smoother
There's a sense of accomplishment after the first successful grow, but a little trepidation as well. You wonder if your next grow will be at least as good as the one you just finished. You wonder if your stash will last until the next successful grow is complete. Once your stash is built up so you can weather a failed grow or two, you start to relax. This was the way it was for me.