The peak was OH MY GAWDDDD TO MUCH!! To be honest I think that if I had be a weaker minded man I would have freaked the freak out.
You know, I cannot recall ever "freaking out" over any mind-altering substance. There were a few... truly awesome experiences. I've seen people lose their sh!t (and have had to babysit several :rolleyes3 ), so I know that it is a real thing. But to be honest, lol, I've always looked at it like, "Hey, I'm on drugs - I better feel remarkably different."
Had I felt no different... Yeah, THAT would have caused me to freak out .
Barely functional - for that matter, barely able to move - I've experienced. But I sort of expected that, too, lol.
Next time you find yourself on the verge, SMILE - and pat yourself on the back, and realize that it was all thanks to your cannabis-growing prowess. Turn those shakes and sweats into a big perma-grin. Say, "{symptoms} are all signs that I have done well this time. I am not frightened by these effects - I am proud of them!"