Lovely story. Together you're unstoppable. :cheesygrinsmiley:

I've had a plant fall apart in the moment of transplant. Awk! :laughtwo: It helps to have everything ready to go. I never had any complain. They grab the soil and go regardless, thankful to have more root space She'll be fine.
 
High Lady G2,

I'm so in awe of the progress you have make with such a debilitating disease process. I was thinking awhile ago that anyone who really wants to be well, can be if they'll take the time to research and exercise dicipline in the process. So excited to see what this oil therapy can do. The thing I'm most impressed with, you are diagnosed with Alzheimer's and looks like you'll heal yourself! Wonder how that sits with the physicians. You go, girl!! You must have such an interesting life! Later
 
Hi Everyone, just took my hubby to work, had car trouble, was stuck on the highway for a while. Managed to get myself home in 1st gear but not easily. In my mind, I'm frazzled, but I did an amazing job getting home. Using my hazards the whole way. I'm quite proud of myself not losing it when I was by myself. What is it about driving that calms me down so much, didn't break one sweat. So no journal tonight, I gotta figure out what to do now. :) Poor car though, :(
 
You go girl....not too long ago I left work and had no brakes in order to drive about 75 miles home with no brakes....holy cow....when I got about 4 miles away from my house the tires drove in one direction and I knew something was terribly wrong...I pulled over and my brakes/tire was on fire.....lord have mercy....very scary....I had to ask for a fire extinguisher and the whole nine .yards....$1000.00 damage.....ba bam!!!!!
 
Proud of you Baby. :hug::hug::hug:

My daughter has noticed an appreciable calming of the neural storms the longer she's on her capsule regimen. We understand it to be signs of her endocannabinoid tone leveling out. You're generating new, healthier neurons, and they're firing the way you need them to. Way to go girl! :high-five:
 
Ok..... getting the car fixed, from an energetic standpoint begins with grabbing that joyful, safe feeling of it running smoothly. At any point that it begins to frustrate you think of horses. :cheesygrinsmiley:
 
Neuro Genesis Study to Grow Dreams & Meds

Ok..... getting the car fixed, from an energetic standpoint begins with grabbing that joyful, safe feeling of it running smoothly. At any point that it begins to frustrate you think of horses. :cheesygrinsmiley:

Nice timing as always Sue! We've had our car in a non functioning state for about 8months. One of us (not me, the lovely other) is finally well enough to drive it to the specialist mechanic it needs 200km away. This thought you've shared above is going to help a lot over the next few weeks while it gets investigated and, hopefully, fixed.

Hi G - I've been following along in the background, enjoying your grow always as well as the sharing of your journey, and your calm tenacity in the face of challenging incidents! Nice going - all the way home in 1st gear with the hazards on, sounds about right. Once one adjusts to that pace and paradigm I imagine there is comfort and joy to be found even in such a challenging situation. I'm pretty stoned right now, so that could be complete hogwash...

Seriously tho' I came across a quote recently while reading on a site for support of people with me/cfs and there was an article that discussed the following particular meditation (most of the stuff on that site is practical, medical research and treatment advice - but this article was more for the 'other' challenges):

Turn all mishaps into the path...

It makes me think of both of you, Sue and G.
It strikes me that you are both living manifestations of this thought. It's inspiring to me. I struggle with this but am doing better now than ever. I have decided to put some of my limited energy resources towards being a bit more involved in some of the public awareness campaigns for me/cfs which are gaining some traction in the world. Previously I've avoided this a bit - partly because some advice had been to not focus on the condition and that the activism would constitute doing that. Well, I think activism, in numerous different forms, is important and just the brief contact I've made with one or 2 folk has been very uplifting.

I'll link you to the article that discusses the thought in the contact of chronic illness if you, or anyone else, is interested in reading. I found it helpful. And I'm finding it's a very settling thought to replay when challenging things happen. Even if I don't actually succeed in doing that right there in that moment, the thought settles my worry, giving me an 'ah yes' moment and changes what I'm think about

I've been slowly composing a PM to you for about a month G! It's been stuck in my head. It's nearly out now!

:circle-of-love:

:Namaste:
 
What’s Update – 100% Organic Garden & Brain Rehab – Feb 10, 2018

:welcome:Welcome to my Beautiful Healing Brain Journal!

Dear 420 family:

This week I have been blessed, despite some major downers recently, nothing compares to getting gifts that will help me continue my work in the garden. Thank you to precious angels who sent me gifts that brought so much happiness to my life I had to write about it.

You guys make up for so much that I’m going through, you provide me with hope, love and care that I never knew existed through tools for my garden. I just had to share the abSOULute happiness I feel because my family is watching over me here. It’s hard to receive but when I do, I am jumping up and down, cheering because I’m winning against the odds. I am literally loving my life and ...

Check out these glasses I rec’d in the mail, WOOHOO!!!! They are specially made for working under LED PINK lights. Now I can peruse this website and work in my garden without being blindsided by destructive rays of brightness in my eyes. My plants love those rays so I’m the one who must compromise and what a blessing it is. Check out the super art deco glass case holder it came with.

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It’s very humbling to know that people care whether I live or die, it’s tear-jerking, but I don’t dwell on that, I focus on feeling the love from you genuine, loving and blessed people. I don’t know where I would be today without you, I just had to share my grattitude with a positive attitude cause you guys are rockin’ my world.

Much love 420 family of brainiac supporters...my research continues thanks to you. 

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My humble garden of positive change awaits you…

What am I grateful for? “The ability to see in my garden”

Quote of the week: “I have the best 420 friends a girl could have”

Excerpt from my book that I'm writing: “Some people jump at the chance at helping me, they are the one’s who keep me alive. One seed is all it takes to make me smile, then I will surround myself who give me the gift of inSIGHT to sucSEED. “

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2. Type: CBDream, Kushy Kush, CBD Shark Shock:

Week: 10

Days: Born Dec 5 – 70 days

Temp:25



RH:41%



Strain:Mostly Indica



Technique:Germination, FIM 2x, LST

Comments: Flash On

These ladies are getting into their last 2 weeks of veg and then I flip for flower. I decided that I’m going to spray all 3 plants together, gather pollent together, instead of staggering them. It’s proving to be more work than I can handle so I’ll do it all at once.

Soooo, these ladies are technically only 2-3 weeks from getting sprayed with CS.

Also, I will be taking clones from Kushy Kush and CBDream just in case I botch everything. It’s always good to have a backup plan, plus clones are free bud.

Calmag 5 ml
Bio Thrive Grow 5ml
Bio Thrive Fert every other feeding.
Fed every second day.


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CBD Shark Shock – Moved to flower room for late veg stage.



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CBD Shark Shock – Side View – almost even canopy 


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CBD Shark Shock Clone named "SHED" - I'm taking clones and want to grow them out fierce after I pull pollen from their mothers. Maybe a little inbreeding would be in order?

Shed, you're a shark with knowledge and shock to all clones you've tried to grow. hahahaha j/k

So this is the clone that I am growing in your honour. Thanks for helping me grow as a better person.

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CBDream – She seems a little slow in her late veg but still lush looking, no complaints. I’m going to hook up my room mister essential oil infuser with just water so she gets a mist bath. Again, trying to keep her medium size and manipulate the branches so I can spray them properly soon.

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Kushy Kush has made a full comeback I will be putting her in some kind of LST just before I spray her with CS. She is lush, and bounced back in time for my experiment to continue. I’m am trying to keep her somewhat medium because she has to share the flower room with the other two strains. Can't wait to take clones from this beauty. Go on girl!

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*Every thing you give to me, I will turn it into a garden of JOY and LIFE!

*Thank you for reading and giving feedback. …:)
 
Lovely story. Together you're unstoppable. :cheesygrinsmiley:

I've had a plant fall apart in the moment of transplant. Awk! :laughtwo: It helps to have everything ready to go. I never had any complain. They grab the soil and go regardless, thankful to have more root space She'll be fine.

*She certainly has rebuilt herself. So glad about that. :thanks:


*:love:

High Lady G2,

I'm so in awe of the progress you have make with such a debilitating disease process. I was thinking awhile ago that anyone who really wants to be well, can be if they'll take the time to research and exercise dicipline in the process. So excited to see what this oil therapy can do. The thing I'm most impressed with, you are diagnosed with Alzheimer's and looks like you'll heal yourself! Wonder how that sits with the physicians. You go, girl!! You must have such an interesting life! Later

*Thank you Mr. Bode, awww shucks :love::hug::love:, I don't know what to say, it's really wonderful to hear it from your pov. I know I'll never be the same, but who stays stagnant in life? I'm elated at the progress that's happening and live in the moment as much as I can. My life interesting? To say the least, and the physicians are my biggest nemesis. But the medical team believe in me 100%, so it's interesting whose in it for me, or whose in it for medical purposes only. Great discussion, you really inspire me.

You go girl....not too long ago I left work and had no brakes in order to drive about 75 miles home with no brakes....holy cow....when I got about 4 miles away from my house the tires drove in one direction and I knew something was terribly wrong...I pulled over and my brakes/tire was on fire.....lord have mercy....very scary....I had to ask for a fire extinguisher and the whole nine .yards....$1000.00 damage.....ba bam!!!!!

*Shiiiiiiiiiz :hug:

Proud of you Baby. :hug::hug::hug:

My daughter has noticed an appreciable calming of the neural storms the longer she's on her capsule regimen. We understand it to be signs of her endocannabinoid tone leveling out. You're generating new, healthier neurons, and they're firing the way you need them to. Way to go girl! :high-five:

*You have to be right, there is no way I could have done that with a broken brain. I must be firing more cylinders than my car at this point...lol. :hug: Great to hear about your daughters progress, happy for her.

Ok..... getting the car fixed, from an energetic standpoint begins with grabbing that joyful, safe feeling of it running smoothly. At any point that it begins to frustrate you think of horses. :cheesygrinsmiley:

*I saw the horses 3 times this week, I've been out 4 days this week in total. I want to feel that much in control ALL the time. Yet ask me what my address is and I couldn't tell yah the entire thing. Weird how this is working out, but I'll take it. Plus I looked up what was going on and it's not the clutch, it's an intake valve seal or rip. So it's gonna be okay if that is the case. I was in essence Joy Riding...under duress...hahahaha :hug:

Nice timing as always Sue! We’ve had our car in a non functioning state for about 8months. One of us (not me, the lovely other) is finally well enough to drive it to the specialist mechanic it needs 200km away. This thought you’ve shared above is going to help a lot over the next few weeks while it gets investigated and, hopefully, fixed.

Hi G - I’ve been following along in the background, enjoying your grow always as well as the sharing of your journey, and your calm tenacity in the face of challenging incidents! Nice going - all the way home in 1st gear with the hazards on, sounds about right. Once one adjusts to that pace and paradigm I imagine there is comfort and joy to be found even in such a challenging situation. I’m pretty stoned right now, so that could be complete hogwash...

Seriously tho’ I came across a quote recently while reading on a site for support of people with me/cfs and there was an article that discussed the following particular meditation (most of the stuff on that site is practical, medical research and treatment advice - but this article was more for the ‘other’ challenges):

Turn all mishaps into the path...

It makes me think of both of you, Sue and G.
It strikes me that you are both living manifestations of this thought. It’s inspiring to me. I struggle with this but am doing better now than ever. I have decided to put some of my limited energy resources towards being a bit more involved in some of the public awareness campaigns for me/cfs which are gaining some traction in the world. Previously I’ve avoided this a bit - partly because some advice had been to not focus on the condition and that the activism would constitute doing that. Well, I think activism, in numerous different forms, is important and just the brief contact I’ve made with one or 2 folk has been very uplifting.

I’ll link you to the article that discusses the thought in the contact of chronic illness if you, or anyone else, is interested in reading. I found it helpful. And I’m finding it’s a very settling thought to replay when challenging things happen. Even if I don’t actually succeed in doing that right there in that moment, the thought settles my worry, giving me an ‘ah yes’ moment and changes what I’m think about

I’ve been slowly composing a PM to you for about a month G! It’s been stuck in my head. It’s nearly out now!

:circle-of-love:

:Namaste:

*Wow, what an inspiring message to read Amy. The sheer fact that I know I have goals, a future and my medicine, makes me feel like I can do handle shiz now. I think the biggest revelation I've had lately is that I must make deliberate choices in order to be happy. No more maybe if I do this, maybe if I say that, uhhuh, from now on my energy is purposeful or I don't do it.

*Deliberately choosing NOT to leave my car on the side of the highway, NOT calling my husband to make him worry, NOT to call a tow truck and cost money we don't have. I was thinking, there must be a way to get the car back home if I can still change a gear(s). Not accepting defeat of my car problems or the diagnosis of my scan., instead I accepted the challenges instead.

*I think overall Amy I've just been through so much that I do not accept perceptions of situations until I've done everything I can to overcome. Still then, I will not let my fate be in the hands of defeat when I still have some scoring goals to do. Thanks for writing about it, I love discussions I wouldn't normally think of, I love learning about the way we all think. Any research you can share would be welcomed, thank you. :Namaste: :hug:

*Oh and Amy you bring up a great point on meditation I will touch on for the research on the Mighty Mitochondria. I think you will be interested in the effects of oxygen to your brain when it comes to repairing the brain.

Up until a few weeks ago, if you had named your clone Shed, it would have been the kiss of death. Now I think it might be good luck :).

Plants look really happy...carry on with your new shades!

*I wear my sunglasses at night, so I can see...what's in my garden. I'm gonna wear these to class in the spring and see if they mind. I feel pretty cool and well protected. Looking forward to growing...intheshed. :Namaste:

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*So I have been deliberately dispersing my energy on this site in a way that is working for me right now. I haven't had any headaches with the glasses on either. With spacing out my forum time with glasses; I think I am striking a key balance for longevity.

*Let's hope my new routine will stick around for a while so I can continue to visit everyone's journals minimum once a week to read. I know I don't post as much, but I do read it all, I need to absorb and then I reflect with purpose. All of you have so much to offer in way of knowledge and friendship, that I just love to be in your presence and hang out. I'm always finding new ways to be me and that is always the best I can offer.

with much love and dedication to creating positive change in OUR world...and let it begin with me. :thanks::high-five:

Oops I rambled...:)
 
Hi Everyone, just took my hubby to work, had car trouble, was stuck on the highway for a while. Managed to get myself home in 1st gear but not easily. In my mind, I'm frazzled, but I did an amazing job getting home. Using my hazards the whole way. I'm quite proud of myself not losing it when I was by myself. What is it about driving that calms me down so much, didn't break one sweat. So no journal tonight, I gotta figure out what to do now. :) Poor car though, :(

Glad you made it home ok soul sista ...
 
You're soooo right PW, I have not had ONE brain pain I get instantly when I see bright pink light, or actually any light for that matter. Amazing how these special glasses are great for eye strain and take the pain away. I never thought they would help so much. I feel so lucky that people thought of it before me and wow, I'm loved. What can I say, I'm sooo humbled. Even some anxiety of not being able to spend time with you guys has gone away now because I have glasses. Funny how anxieties can build up when I'm facing these barriers, then I get glasses, poof, barrier removed. This is so perfect for me... :hug:

Hey Everyone a mechanic drove the car around and says it was the air pressure sensor that needs to be replaced, which I had an idea. That is AMAZING, easy peasy, I was hoping it wasn't a clutch considering I just replaced mine almost 2 years ago. I'm just so happy that I followed my instinct and got the car home without expense. I did guess it was in the right area, and I was able to communicate with the mechanic. Some guys are really nice they'll talk cars with me, some won't even humour me and just go right to my husband, then he points to me, then they attempt to communicate with me. But yah, I love car stuff, any chance to learn is amazing.

Also, I'm dying to tell everyone...shhhh but I found a grow op and I've been carefully watching it...shhh...I'm on a 420stakeout from the car...shhh...they dumped their composted dirt, they have vat's of liquid for feedings, and the scent in the air is yummy...shhh...this is all I can report on this matter...shhh...this is so exciting...

Bode my life is so exciting...hahahahaha
 
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