if I could choose not to be born at all.... I would. I would trade off all the pleasures and happiness, just so I wouldn't feel the discomforts and sadness.
yeah .. no. don't do this thinking. this is just a bad patch and you need to roll out of this spiral. you are stronger than this and you already know it.
you are a valued and needed person, with a worth far past what that thought process is trying to narrow you to.
everyone gets home if they stick to it.
life changes. you move to it. claim your happy.